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kwento kwento kwento.

2005-09-03T01:11:00.000-07:00

hindi ko alam kung ano ikkwento ko eh so random nalang.hehe

- im soo into 180 lately.hehe kung si viktor ay nahuhumaling sa econ, ako naman, im loving international relations and sir kraft. ang galing kasi. ansarap magbasa sa 180 kasi nakikita mong may direction yun lesson. history kasi. may flow. kasi yun ibang subjects patalon talon sa topic. saka magaling talaga si sir kraft. considerate pa. he respects and entertains every opinion. you may not give him what he's asking for right away, but trust me, he'll squeeze it out of you.hehe

- ok rin yun 110 ko. only, laging walang pasok. holidays, out of towns ni maam. mahirap ma grasp yun lesson kung hindi tuloy-tuloy diba? pero i think im doing fine naman. tingnan nalang natin results ng exam ko.hehe

- yahoo! pinasa ko yun econ. haha! this is a miracle.=p i wasn't prepared for the exam, physically and so much more, mentally.hehe i did not have the time to study for econ kasi i thought i was going to have an early exam sa 180 so yun yung focus ko. tas i couldnt bring myself to read econ nung nasa banaue kami. naman. ang ganda ganda dun eh. so chapters 5-6 lang binasa ko. tas binasa pa. hindi ko pa inintindi ng maayos kasi sa bus ko lang nabasa.hehe parang abstract painting yun test questions ng econ. hindi ko maintindihan yun graphs and everything. moral lesson. pumasok every tf sa econ para kahit di maka aral, makapakinig ka!

- i survived batad!!!! ayos. the batad experience was breathtaking! in every sense of the word.hehe haay, such beauty. although the trip including the bus, jeep and the tiring and long hike was hell, it was indeed heaven up there.=p tas yun room namin nakaharap pa sa terraces mismo. parang feeling ko i was soo close to heaven. yun clouds ambaba. tas gawang-kamay yung terraces. galing. truly a heritage site!=p puro gulay pala kinain ko sa 3-day stay dun.=p

- nagdeliberations na yun ve. may ilang na promote into trainee-ship pero mas maraming naiwan na apps. may narealize lang ako. akala ko mataray ako, hehe. di pala masyado.=p hindi ko masabi sa mga apps na apps parin sila on the grounds of attendance, vocal quality or attitude. anyways, andun naman si ate bea.=)

- members na kami ng JPGS. In fairness to Pao and the other JPGS officers, the orientation last Tuesday was fun. Although, i think it should have been more formal. afterall, it's the first gen meeting of the org plus the induction of the officers and members. Actually, I was already expecting it kasi i had the chance to be with many geog majors sa batad. and mga pasaway talaga. they were really loud. ang saya saya talaga nila. siguro kasi maliit lang yun dept ng geog so magkakakilala lahat. parang pamilya talaga. and the geog profs are really cool. parang feeling ko lenient masyado. medyo parang na disappoint lang ako na even on certain events which need formality, di parin mabigay. like nung induction ng officers. they were supposed to repeat what the adviser was saying pero some officers were like fooling around kasi di nila masundan yun sinasabi. pero syempre di si pao yun. anyways, yun lang naman. fun parin ang geography.=p

- orgmates na kami nila alain saka ni loloy.hehe ayos.=p

- ayos naman kami ni von.=)

yun lang. next time.=p

yeah i know.

2005-09-02T19:00:00.000-07:00

maygulay. it's been a month mga pare. kumusta naman ang blogging world??hehe
what's worse than not being able to post anything for a month??
- not having a nice comeback post.hehe
next time nalang ulit. blog-hopping muna.hehe

sweets!=)

2005-07-29T22:29:00.000-07:00

question:Do you know what makes ice cream or chocolate sooo delicious?
answer: it's two months of living without it.=p

top ten reasons for singing!!

2005-07-29T19:38:00.000-07:00

hmm, galing to sa ve yahoo groups.=p ang cute lang..hehe
si bene pa nga lang nagrereact sa message na to eh.
nice to kasi medyo totoo, lalo na yun sa alto..hehe
we finished recording the demo cd!!! sobrang saya. mga 12 na ko nakauwi pero ok lang yun pagod.
galing talaga ng ve.=p kahit pagod na ang lahat, kanta pa rin.
buti nalang nandun si kuya lloyd na walang pagod na nagpapatawa samin.
ang ganda ng school ni kuya mark!!! dun ko papagaralin anak ko..hehe
ang galing ni ate carlene! kahit siya pinakamaliit sa sops, pinaka powerful naman saka pinakamaganda voice nya.
someday mau..huh.hehe
keep the music alive!!!

TOP TEN REASONS

....Top Ten Reasons for Being a Soprano

10) The rest of the choir exists just to make you look good.

9) You can entertain your friends by breaking their wine glasses.

8) Can you name an opera where an alto got the man?

7) When sopranos want to sing in the shower, they knowthe tune.

6) It's not like you are ever going to sing the Altopart by accident

5) Great costumes -- like the hat with the horns onit.

4) How many world famous Altos can you name?

3) They give CENSORED

2) When you get tired of singing the tune, you can sing the descant

1) You can sing along with Michael Jackson.

Top Ten Reasons for Being a Bass

10) You don't have to tighten your shorts to reachyour note.

9) You don't have to worry about a woman stealing your job.

8) Or a pre-adolescent boy.

7) Action heroes are always basses. That is -- if they ever sang, they would sing bass.

6) You get great memorable lyrics like bop, bop, bop,bop.

5) If the singing job doesn't work out, there's always broadcasting.

4) You never need to learn to read the treble clef.

3) If you get a cold, so what.

2) For fun, you can sing at the bottom of your range and fool people into thinking there's an earthquake.

1) If you belch while you're singing, the audiencejust thinks it's part of the score.

Top Ten Reasons for Being a Tenor

10) Tenors get high -- without drugs.

9) Name a musical where the Bass got the girl.

8) You can show the sopranos how it SHOULD be sung.

7) Did you ever hear of anyone paying $1000 for aticket to see the 3 Basses?

6) Who needs brains when you've got resonance?

5) Tenors never have to waste time looking through theself-improvement section of the bookstore.

4) You get to sing along with John Denver singing "AyeCalypso".

3) When you get really good at falsetto, you can make tons of money doing voice-overs for cartoon characters

2) Gregorian chant was practically invented forTenors. Nobody invented a genre for basses.

1) You can entertain your friends by impersonating Julia Child.

Top Ten Reasons for Being an Alto

10) You get really good at singing E flat.

9) You get to sing the same note for 12 consecutive measures.

8) You don't really need to warm up to sing 12 consecutive bars of E flat.

7) If the choir really sucks, it's unlikely the Altos will be blamed.

6) You have lots of time to chat during Soprano solos.

5) You get to pretend that you are better than thesopranos, because everybody knows that women only sing soprano so they don't have to learn to read music.

4) You can sometimes find part-time work singingTenor.

3) Altos get all the great intervals.

2) When the sopranos are holding some outrageously high note at the end of an anthem, the altos always get the last words.

1) When the Altos miss a note, nobody gets hurt.

a green weekend

2005-07-17T08:34:00.000-07:00

yey! sobrang saya ng first camp-out namin sa pe!=p
we went to the La Mesa Dam EcoForest Park.
it's a nice place, by the way. but I don't think they allow overnights there.
sabi ni Sir Dizer, kami daw yung first group na nakapag overnight dun.
part pa kami ng history.hehe

ansaya mag put up ng tent!hehe unang na set-up yun samin kasi syempre girls kami. tinulungan naman kami ng aming group leader na si stanley.=p
exciting din yun adventure race kahit akala ko mamamatay na kami.hehe
sobrang nakakapagod. nakakaubos ng hininga. anlakas ng tibok ng puso ko kasi takbo kami ng takbo.=p
pero before that, tinuruan muna kami ni ninong boboy na magbasa ng map saka ng compass.
astig talaga, si ninong boboy nga pala ang founder ng UP mountaineers.
astig no?=p
tas ninong tawag ko sa kanya kasi wala lang.hehe feeling close.=p
kasi inaanak niya si kuya tips, ang aming middle-aged camp councilor.haha!
taylor ang tawag sakin ni tips, kasi mau.maui-taylor. korni no?
anyways, so yun nga. adventure race.
ang galing namin kasi we're the second fastest group to finish.
grabe, naghhyperventilate na kami!hehe
pero masaya kasi nag boat pa kami.=p
we rocked our way to the finish line.hehe
tas may mga obstacles pa.pero pinaka pahirap yun control point na nasa water tank. kasi may stairs sya, mga 100 plus steps. tinakbo namin yun. tas hindi pa namin nakita agad yun flag. buti nalang may kung anong pwersa ang nagtulak sakin para lumakad counter clockwise the tank, tas voila! yun na.=p
nag row din ako ng boat.hehe madali lang naman eh.=p
hmm, tapos ang saya mag shower dun sa may pool! ang insensitive ko nga eh, mga 20 mins na ko sa shower tas anhaba na ng pila.hehe
after that, it's cooking time na. pasaway mga groupmates ko. walang marunong magluto. eh di ako nalang.
buti nalang naawa sakin si stan at sya na yun nagfry nung ibang ulam. natatakot ako sa mantika eh.
yun tas kainan na.
haay.. enjoy talaga.=p
mas exciting sana yun gabi kasi pinatwag kami ni sir. may bravery test daw.
by pair, punta ng sementeryo tas may hahanapin.
pair kami ni stan.hehe
pero bago yun, tumawag muna raw kami ng tulong mula sa isang espiritu na si koring.
walang kwenta. alam ko na yung joke na yun kasi ginawa na samin ni sir nilo yun sa banahaw nung summer.
si sir nilo, sir dizer ay members ng upm.
eh ako pa yun katabi ni tips tas katabi ko si stan. we were in a circle. tas holding hands lahat. binulong ko na kay stan na stir lang yun.hehe tas yun nga. ano ba yan. si tips pa kasi nagstart, di convincing kasi tawa nang tawa.hehe
joke lang pala lahat yun.
so naginuman na sila. tas kwentuhan ng ghost stories. katabi ko pa naman si sir dizer, akala ko joke na naman.
di na pala, seyosong kwento na. natakot tuloy ako.hehe
buti nalang andami namin sa tent.
dapat 3 lang kami sa tent. eh biglang sumugod tong sila stan saka si gino.so 5 na kami.si abby, gino, cris, ako tas si stan.
walang lubay na kwentuhan tas asaran. saka nagdiskurso ata kami tungkol sa flirting.hehe
halos di naman kami natulog.
the next day. fishing kami.
wala nang kwenta yun kasi wala kami nakuha. kahit isa. pati naman si sir wala rin.
losers, hehe
inaasar ko si stan kasi wala man lang kumakagat dun sa pain nya. at least nung hawak ko yun fishing rod ni sir, may kumakagat naman.hehe

so yun. ansaya talaga. buti nalang nainggit ako kay ela dati kaya nag orienteering din ako.=p
next camp-out? zambales daw.
tas same grouping nalang.
yey.hehe

thank you pala sa mga upm na kasama namin. ang makulit na si tips, ang asong si kuya casper, si ate vicks, saka si ninong boboy na hiningan ko ng lahat ng gamit sa pagluluto.hehe
ansaya nila kasama. andaming kwento kasi andami nilang adventures.=p

one stupid day

2005-07-12T18:35:00.000-07:00

antagal ko nang hindi nagppost no? grabe, buti nalang tapos na ang polsc110 at econ exam ko..whew!=)
yesterday was one of the most embarrassing days in my life..hehe
sobrang malas ko kahapon.
unang una, hindi ko alam na may assign pala kami ng geog173..tsk tsk. that's the price that you pay pag hindi nakikinig sa guro.
buti nalang nandyan ang aking ever reliable friend na si Clarc at tinext ako nung umaga, so nagawa ko naman.
pero kelangan ko siyang i rewrite sa yellow pad. sabi ko gagawin ko sa socsci103 ko..
malapit ko naman nang matapos nung dumating si mam, eh sinabing sa pop-i pala kami..
eh bago lumabas ng room, alain stopped me.tas yun na. haay. nakakatanga talaga ang pag-ibig no?

to make the story short, hindi ko natapos yun assign ko. pero ok lang naman pala kasi sa friday pa. letsugas.
nagpapanic pa naman na ko nung nasa pop-i ako. napansin pa ni mam berja, hehe. ang hyper ko raw. pero ang cute ko raw magpanic..hehe kasi naman outdated na yun version ng spss nung unit na ginagamit ko kaya nahuhuli ako..hehe

eh may forum pala kami na dapat puntahan. tungkol sa fishing trends sa basco batanes.hehe pero bago kami pumunta dun, nagcasaa kami ni Clarc, tas sa pagitan ng pagdidiskurso tungkol sa kabaklaan, natapunan ko yun sarili ko ng pineapple orange.
kumusta naman diba?hehe
pero the good thing there was di ako nabuhusan talaga, nakaiwas ako so it spilled on the chair.
eto yung katangahan dun. nung ihahakbang ko yung foot ko, it touched the chair.
so basa.
so stupid no?hehe
pero ok lang yun. keri lang. lakad pa rin ako. kebs lang

malamig naman sa ph400 kaya natuyo agad yun pants ko. di naman kami nakinig ni Clarc, nakipag chat lang kami kay Grai na kasama ang kanyang fave app.hehe

tas umalis na kami sa forum kasi i had to see von. tas nakita ko rin si loloy.hehe ansaya.=)
antagal namin naghihintay. mahigit isang oras na. nakngtokwa talaga.
pero ok lang yun, kasama ko naman si von, haha! cheeze.=p

tas kumain kami sa Wendy's. eto na yung pinaka grabeng katangahan ko.
di pa nangangalahati yung drink ko tas hulaan nyo naman kung anong nangyari..?
tama. natapon lahat sakin..hehe
kumusta naman diba?
buti nalang hindi juice yun kaya hindi naman masyadong malagkit.
sobrang lamig lang.
sooo stupid.hehe
actually i thought i gave von the biggest laugh of his life.
di naman natawa bf ko.hehe
pero alam ko, he was dying to laugh..hehe
yun lang. i thought it was going to ruin my night.
hindi naman.
buti nalang.=p

hmm, ansaya ng comeback post ko no??hehe
try ko ulit magblog regularly.

successful ang recruitment week ng ve!!! more than 50 hopefuls???
not bad huh, hehe.=p
charming talaga kami ni chester saka ni mimay eh..hehe
sana i could make them all stay.
ill try.=p
mamaya na orientation!!!! excitement ako.=)
feeling ko sobrang magiging masya yun acquaintance party namin sa july28.
looking forward to it.=p

i miss blogging!! i miss the people here!
hello to all bloggers!!!=p

taking for granted

2005-06-21T03:44:00.001-07:00

yes. that's right.
there's a lot of things/people that/who I have been taking for granted.
especially my blog.=p
why is it not possible to have the best of everything?
why can't one be happy all the time?
I wish for a lot of things right now.
I miss a lot of people. especially that one friend of mine.
I see them but it seems that Ive been missing a lot on what's happening in their lives.
I still talk to him but I know there's something wrong. something's changed.
it started 2 months ago. I tried to ignore it but i know there really is something.
must it be the paranoid in me?
I really hope so.

haay, di pala ko makakasama sa gimik ng mga polsc friends ko bukas. magppost kami ng posters ng ve. redundant talaga ko.hehe
wala akong magagawa. tsk tsk
with great voice, comes great responsibilities. hahahaha!=p

i miss blogging.=(

kwentong VE..

2005-06-08T01:56:00.000-07:00

june28 last year nang mag audition ako sa VE. I have always wanted to join a UP choir. I just cant find the courage to do so. But I finally did, sa tulong ng hinatak kong si Rania..hehe wala kaming kilala sa VE, kahit isa.. lakas lang loob ang dinala ko..hehe
Naalala ko tuloy nung nag-sign up kami sa booth ng VE.. si Kuya Joel pa naman ang nakabantay nun! Ngayon ko lang na theorize, di dapat si Kuya Joel o si Kuya Loc o si Benedict ang pinagbabantay sa sign-up booth kasi baka matakot ang mga potential applicants!!!hehe
pero mas nakakatakot pa rin si Sir Raul nung audition. anlaki kasi ng boses. tas nakakatakot pa tumingin.
tinanong nya kung ano yun range ko dati. sabi ko sabi ng music teacher ko, alto daw.
sabi lang nya sakin.. kantahin mo to.. tas tugtog.. tas kanta ko.. tas tugtog.. tas kanta ko..
after, pinakanta nya ko ng song of my choice.. eh di kanta.
tas sabi niya, sandali.. itaas natin.. eh di itinaas.. itaas pa natin.. itaas pa natin.. oy! yun tono ang tinataas ha!!hehe
sabi ko kay sir, "hindi ko na po kaya.."hehe.
tas sabi ni sir, "mali music teacher mo.. soprano ka. pati speaking voice mo sop. pero alto ka kasi nasanay kaya sa sop2 kita ilalagay para maestablish yun high notes mo..owki??"hehe
so yun. simula na yun ng mga mas masayang buhay sa UP.
tas ngayon member na ko. internals pa.
mahal na mahal ko ang VE.. pinaghirapan ko ata yun application dito.. feeling ko, ako pinakamadalas magrehearse nun sa mga trainees.. kahit hindi tumuloy yun iba, kumakanta parin ako.
sabi ng tatay ko dati, bibihira yun grupo kung saan matatagpuan mo yung sarili mo. masaya naman kasama yung mga batchmates ko sa polsc, lalo na yun mga tao sa UP One. pero iba pa rin yun VE.
I have found myself a family sa VE.. I belong here.
totoo yun sabi ni Sir Raul kanina sa meeting. pag naramdaman na ng tao yung sense of belongingness, kahit mahirapan siya, di na siya aalis. umpisa palang, nafeel ko na agad yun.
andami ko nang mura na narinig, hindi iilang beses na nag walk-out si sir samin. o si Kuya Joel, o pati si Tim, hehe..
andami ko na ring narinig na tsismis tungkol sa VE, magaganda at hindi. andami na ring issues sa mga tao..
pero ewan ko ba, kahit kelan hindi ko naisip na magdefer. no way.
kasi naffeel ko na nagggrow ako sa VE.. tas love ko pa ang mga tao..=p
naging love team of the year nga kami ni Benedict eh..hehe na balita ko ay kakabreak lang with Ate Gen.. di ko pa alam yun istorya..
sobrang saya nung mga performances kung saan-saan. sa laguna at sa greenbelt. lalo na nung nagovernight kami nun sa Pangasinan. masaya yun kasi sobrang bonding. andaming tsismis sa Ve ang aking natuklasan.hehe saka nag sop1 ako nun at si Ate Yanee. hmm, medyo sabog nga yung performance nun kasi wala si sir pero keri lang..hehe
masaya rin ung sa laguna dahil kay jollibee..hahaha! labas yung ano!=p hindi ko makalimutan yun istura ni bene nung magkatinginan kami kasi pareho pala kami ng iniisip! yung ano ni jollibee o!!!hahaha!=)
tas si roselle nava nandun pa..
aaah! nun din nagpakita si mimay ng kanyang careering prowess!!hehe at syempre naging crush ko nun si Raymond, yun flute player na tiga Music..
masaya rin mga concerts namin. di nga ako pumunta ng debut ni ces nung sept24 eh.. nakakanta na rin ako sa Abelardo hall kahit na medyo sablay kami nun.
pero hanggang ngayon, wala pa rin tatalo sa performance namin nun sa CCP.. grabe! kasama pa namin yung Philippine Madrigal singers.=p buti nalang pinayagan ako ni Sir Naval na umabsent sa Polsci160..hehe
akala ko nagsabog kami dun pero sabi ni Sir, pinakamaganda raw naming performance last year yun!!!=)
masaya rin yun greenbelt kasi malaki bayad dun..hahaha!=p halos 2am na kami nakakauwi nun. lagi pang si Benedict kasabay ko..
nalulungkot ako ngayon kasi andaming aalis ng VE.
grumaduate na si Ate Yanee at nagwwork na.. paano na yun sop2??? napaka dependent pala namin sa kanya..
pati si Bene rumaraket na raw.
ang resident diva namin na si Ate Gen ay nagwwork na rin..
pero sobrang nalungkot ako nung nalaman kong hindi na magvVE si Ate Joanne at si Kuya Rex.. parang hindi ko kasi maisip na may VE pero wala si Ate Joanne.. haay..
ang konti na namin.. tas maglleave pa yung mga poste..
anong gagawin namin??
pare-pareho pala kami ng iniisip nila Rosanne saka ni Julius..
paano kung hindi namin kayanin na wala yun mga old mems??
pano kung mabuwag yun VE sa term na to??
sana hindi..
kaya sobrang pinaghahandaan namin yun recruitment ngayon..
kelangan maging maayos ang lahat.
gagawin ko ang lahat para sobrang daming mag train samin!!!!hehe
be positive mau.
kaya yan..=p

ano nga yun sabi ni cesar? keep the fire burning for the love of music!=p

first day.

2005-06-07T05:30:00.000-07:00

i thought i was going to be late for my first class. i was right.hehe
pero ayos lang yun, econ lec lang naman yun eh. si Louie nga, 5 mins before dismissal dumadating pa eh..dibadiba?=)
hmm.. nakakalungkot, hindi ko pala classmate si grace sa kahit anong subject. pati si ferdie, pati si tonette. Tama si tonette, pag second sem ko lang sya classmate.hehe
pero masaya rin kasi classmate ko na rin ulit si Clarc!!=) I was sooo stupid. nagenlist ako sa geog173 thinking that magiging classmates ko ang mga friends ko. I didn't even know what it's about. Tapos kanina ko lang nalaman na geog171 pala kinuha ng karamihan!!hehe
nagwworry na ko, buti nalang nagtext sakin si Clarc at classmates daw kami. solb!hehe cultural geography. sounds interesting diba? i think it is. sabi rin ni Alain, may mga field trips to. masaya yun.=p
speaking of Alain. classmate ko pala si Alain sa 4 na subjects ko. eh 5 lang naman yun..hehe sa econ discussion, polsc110, polsc180 at socsci103. nung una si viktor lang ang lam kong classmate ko dito.andami pala namin.=)
si Celine din at Louie, classmate ko sa maraming subjects ko.=)
generally, masaya naman first day ko. nagdate kami ni Clarc sa chokiss kanina.hehe humabol si rania. ang galing. it would have been a reunion kaya lang wala si ferdie. tas si jason pa naman ang pinaguusapan.
kasama ko kanina si louie at si ann sa lib. ang ingay kasi nung dalawa, "napalabas" tuloy kami..hehe pero ayos lang. keri pa rin.=p
tas nagkitakits kami ng mga VE officers, parang ayoko nga magstay sa music kanina. kainis.
si sir raul naman hindi kami sinipot so nagkaroon pa tuloy ako ng lakad bukas. kung alam ko lang na hindi pala kami sisiputin ni sir eh di sana umalis na ko agad. di ko tuloy nakita si von.. hmmp!
eto pa. nag message sakin si jason sa friendster.
that's right. si jason. after 200 years na walang communication.
nagtataka nga ako kasi bakit sila rania lang yung inadd niya sa friendster..ako rin pala. pero ako lang yung may message.. haha! pinagyabang?=p
eto pa mas nakakatawa. ako ay nakatanga sa bulletin board sa may AS sa 2nd floor. nagiisip kung pano ba nakaka catch ng attention ang mga posters. para maging catchy ang posters namin. eh iba ang naka agaw sa atensyon ko. may naramdaman akong kakaibang presensya. tama ako. si loloy.hehe
sabi ko na eh, mapupulot ko yun ngayong araw na to eh.=p
nakakatawa kasi di nya alam kung san yun class nya. haha! kasi laging late. ayan.
tsk tsk, baha raw sa Malabon eh.hehe
nakalimutan ko na tuloy yun tinitingnan ko kasi dinaldal na ko ni Loloy.
mali pala, it's the other way around.hehe
tas may nagkaka crush pala kay Loloy sa Panpil namin.hehe akalain mo yun?? haha! ang saya talaga.=)
hinihingi pa yung number ni Loloy??? wahahaha!
kaya pala nung last day namin, nandun kami ni Loloy sa may likod ng pinto eh may sinasabi na gusto pa makausap si loloy. o parang ganun.wehehe
di ko bibigay number ni Loloy..wahaha! selfish?=p
yan.. wala naman masyado nangyari sa araw ko. sana sa friday ulit wala.hehe

bring it on!

2005-05-19T18:26:00.000-07:00

may isang taong humamon sakin. sabi ko kasi ipopost ko yun pic niya sa blog ko. di ko raw kaya. well..? I won pare!hehe. Siya si Von Allen Ross N. Medina, hardinero namin..hehe I have this thing for hardineros eh..=p biro lang.. para hindi nalang question mark nakalagay sa calendar ni Grai.hehe Pao, Grai, JM, pati na ikaw Viktor!!hehe eto ang salarin. Si Von. bf ko. love ko to, parang mcdo.=p wehehe, im gonna have a slave so soon..=p

2005-05-19T18:04:00.000-07:00

ang cute nito kasi ako ang kumuha..hehe

summer ender!

2005-05-19T17:18:00.000-07:00

summer's over. buti naman. tapos na ang araw-araw na paglalakad sa ilalim ng soobrang init na araw!!
masaya yun summer ko dahil sa maraming dahilan.=p
syempre unang-una na si von.hehe ayan, nasabi ko na sa blog ko after 48 years. =)
dapat magpopost ako ng picture ni von dito. sa susunod. magugulat nalang kayo bigla. lalo na siya.haha!
Oh well, alam ko nawindang ang maraming tao sa balitang ito pero ayos lang. eh andyan na yan eh, ano pang magagawa ko? wala na.. hehe.
joke lang. honestly, masaya ang buhay. kaya sinasabi ko sayo grai.. you don't know what you're missing!!=p
masaya rin ang PI ko. ayaw nang kunin ng mga kaibigan ko si Nilo kasi akala nila sobrang nahirapan ako..hehe
oh well, para sa isang tamad na tulad ko, naging mahirap nga ang PI. Marami kasing requirements pero maliban dun, sobrang saya na ng lahat. saka ayos lang yung mga requirements, kasi masarap naman yun pinaghihirapan mo yun grade mo diba?
saka masaya sa klase ni Nilo. parang acting class. kung anu-ano lang. parang comedy bar. tatawa ka lang ng tatawa. tas kakanta lang ng kakanta. tas iintindihin ang span. tas tutula. tas illove team lang kayo ni Nilo.hehe
pero pinaka highlight ng PI ang Lakbay-aral sa Banahaw! sobrang ayos yun. kahit hindi ako makalakad ng maayos for 2 days, hindi pa rin ako maghhesitate na sumama next time.
masaya rin yun panpil, lalo na yun discussions. pag pumapasok ako..=)
nakaka-gising ng pagkababae..hahaha! yun issues ha.=p
mahilig sa debate yun class namin. Usually, it's the whole class against a certain person.
akala ko dati, kami lang ni Loloy naiinis dun. lahat pala kami.hehe
tas sa class lang na to ako nakapanood ng threesome. pers taym.hehe
yun. walang nangyari sa VE this summer kasi we stopped rehearsing since sobrang konti lang ang nagrrehearse. No rehearsals means no auditions. kaya sa mga nagtetext sakin who are interested in joining, auditions will resume on the third week of June.. probably.hehe
After ng summer classes, sobrang busy na ng buhay ko!! kasi Flores na!!
It's THE event. ayoko magkwento about that.=p
may napansin ako sa mga blog ng iba kong kaibigan.. ayos talaga ang mga anonymous sa buhay no? kelangan talaga yun eh.. namimiss ko tuloy yun anonymous na nagtataray sakin.hehe
so yun. out na ang CRS!!! para sa aking MGA stalkers (alam ko marami kayo..hehe) papadaliin ko na buhay nyo..eto mga nakuha ko. para na rin kay Grai..

PE 2 OR MHB- Mth 8-9
Polsci 110 MHU- Mth 10-11.30
Polsci 180 MHV- Mth 11.30-1
Socsci 103 TFW- 1-2.30
Geog 173 TFX- TF 2.30-4
Econ 100.2 TFC/FB- TF 9-10, F 8-9

grabe.. kukunin ko na ang most dreaded subject..ang 110.hehe ang feeling ko classmate ko dito si Pao. Pati sila Farrah saka si Cel kinuha to eh. Sana tama si Tim na ayos si Maam Carlos. Kung hindi, patay ako. Parang ang bigat pala ng load ko this sem. pinagsabay ko pa ang 110 at socsci103 eh. Ang madali ko lang na subject eh yun Geog. Sana makuha ko yun Math2 para naman pambalance.hehe Classmates nga kami ni Louie sa Econ!!hehe hindi ko ata classmate si Grace.. hmm..

ayan.

banahaw!!!

2005-05-13T03:48:00.000-07:00

mga pics ng banahaw to!
wala nang pics ko kasi sobrang haggardness na kami nun kaya mukha na kaming mga lamang lupa..hehe kasi basang basa kami nung umaakyat ng bundok dahil inuna namin yung ilog plus binabasa pa talaga kami ni Nilo (sir Ocampo) sa mga caves..hehe
sobrang saya nung activity na to. parang feeling mountaineer na ko after this.hehehe

2005-05-13T03:47:00.000-07:00

ayan.. di pala namin naabutan sa taas yun sunset.. nasa daan parin kami paakyat but still, ang ganda pa rin.. haay..

2005-05-13T03:46:00.000-07:00

madilim na pala nung narating namin ang pangakong lupain..hehehe wala lang.

2005-05-13T03:44:00.000-07:00

kita nyo yun peak?? halfway na kami!!hehe walking distance nalang..haha.=p sobrang ganda no??

2005-05-11T02:58:00.000-07:00

Something is really bothering me. I really want to forget everything about it pero it just won't go away.
pero never mind that.hehe
nakakatawa lang kasi parang kinakausap ako ng buong mundo..haha! my psycho tendencies surfacing!!!hehe
tas we watched a pahina episode, yun kay carlo aquino dati? yun every sat sa channel2? I used to watch that.
Ang ganda nung kuwento, Ang Kuwento ni Mabuti.. hindi ako nakikinig actually kasi may katext ako..
pero there was a part that caught my attention..
sabi nung character "ang nakakaramdam ng lihim na kalungkutan, ang siya lang makakikilala ng lubos na kaligayahan"
yung kuwento kasi is about pag ka mistress nung teacher, tapos the usual case pag mistress issue..
yung secrecy, hirap and everything..
naisip ko lang.. may happiness nga ba sa ganitong situation??
sabi nga nung isang bakla, "paano ka magiging masaya kung alam mong di totoo ang mga bagay-bagay??"
may nagiging masaya ba sa isang relasyong itinatago? syempre lihim talaga yun suffering, ala ka pang karamay..
pero.. ewan ko, siguro nga kapag kabit ka, mas maganda yun itago nalang..
pero naisip ko lang, you'll never be THE woman, you'll always be THE OTHER.
nakakatuwa lang kasi totoo yun sabi ni sir, the story was trying to break stereotypes. In this case, yun stereotyped mistress. Kasi we have this notion of a mistress na masama ang ugali, always the villain.. eh sa kwento na to, si Mabuti ay isang guro. kagalang galang. kabit.
These are the things love can do. haay..

may isa pa kong kwento.. ang cute nito.=)
a conversation:

Dyosa: pare, how do I keep myself from falling?
mortal: hold on to something.. diba?hehe
Dyosa: pwede..hehe eh pano kung wala akong makapitan?
mortal: eh magdasal ka nalang na marunong kang lumipad
Dyosa: eh pano kung ala pala kong lahing Mulawin??hehe
mortal: eh magdasal ka nalang na mababaw lang ang pagkahulog mo
(-----------------------)
mortal: tsk tsk.. malalim no?
Dyosa: feeling ko..pano yun?
mortal: eh di wag kang magpapahulog! alam mo naman palang malalim eh!
Dyosa: di maiiwasan yun pare..
mortal: kung nagiisip ka, maiiwasan yun
(---------------------)
mortal: haha, nakakatawa ka..
Dyosa: alam ko. hmm, sasaluhin mo ba ko?
mortal: haha, let me think...
Dyosa: seryoso, walang halong cheeze..sasaluhin mo ko?
mortal: hmm..ansakit nun.
Dyosa: ha? bakit?
mortal: eh kasi kung sasaluhin kita, eh di sakin ka babagsak, dadaganan mo pa ko.. kung masaktan ka man, doble yun akin.
Dyosa: aaw..ang sweet mo naman..hehe sabi ko na nga ba eh..hehe
mortal: oy ganado!!hehe sinabi ko yun kung sasaluhin kita, di ko sinabing sasaluhin nga kita.. magkaiba yun no!
Dyosa: so hindi mo nga ako sasaluhin? wala kang kwenta!
mortal: alam mo, kagaguhan lang yang pagsalo salo na yan! Masasaktan tayo pareho pag nahulog ka. Kaya hindi nalang kita hahayaang mahulog. ayos ba? o apir!
Dyosa: eh pano mo gagawin yun?
mortal: ilalayo kita sa mga lugar na puwede ka mahulog
Dyosa: hmmm, eh pano naman kung gusto ko palang mahulog?
mortal: pwede ba yun?
Dyosa: pwede yun.
mortal: eh wala na kong magagawa.. katangahan na yun.
Dyosa: oo nga eh.. pano yun? anong gagawin mo?
mortal: eh iiwan na kita!
Dyosa: iiwan mo ko? Anong klase kang kaibigan?? wala ka talagang kwenta!
mortal: ayos na yun kesa naman makita kitang masaktan tas ala akong magawa...
(-----------------)
Dyosa: he doesn't get it pare, he'll never get it.
mortal: then don't fall!
Dyosa: too late. nangyari na..
mortal: tsk tsk.. dyan ka na.
(exit ang mortal)

true to life to ha..except yun ending. di talaga iniwan nung mortal yun Dyosa, bumili lang siya ng C2..hehe

aint no mountain high enough!!

2005-05-09T08:31:00.000-07:00

ayan. tapos na, kakababa lang namin kagabi galing banahaw.=p
ansakit sa katawan pero sobrang saya. it's worth the effort. sobrang effort!hehe
2 ilog, 4 na cave, 257 stair steps, saka 1 bundok.. in 2 days ha! kumusta naman ang katawan ko diba?hehe
pero ayos yun bonding ng class! tas panalo rin yun guide namin, si kuya goons! manyak!hehe
basta masaya. parang extra challenge.=) para saken, pinakamahirap yun pababa ng bundok kasi ansakit na ng legs ko! tas nawalan pa ng ilaw flashlight ko! so i had to stay close to kuya goons..na sobrang bilis maglakad na pag lumilingon ako, halos di ko na makita yun kasunod namin.. kaming dalawa nalang!!
tas nananakot pa nung last part na kaya nung tumakbo siya, takbo rin ako!!
andami ko tuloy pasa! tas may isang sugat ako dahil nadulas ako sa ilog. kasi yun groupmate ko, nadulas siya tas hawak ko.. kaya yun. tange ko eh.
andami pang bloopers na nangyari sakin ayoko nang ikwento..hehe
pero panalo nga yun kweba na husgado! tama si loloy! oh well, hindi naman yun group namin ang naligaw.=p
sabi ko nga nung na stuck kami sa loob eh, ansama nung ugali nung nasa harap kaya hindi makalusot..hehe
kung wala lang akong exam kanina sa panpil, di na talaga ko papasok.
i cant feel my lower body kaninang paggising ko!
kaya hindi narin ako nakapag-aral.
gusto ko lang sabihin, ayos pala katabi si ann sa exam..haha! peace!=p
pero in fairness talaga, pers taym ko ngayong college na may nagtanong sakin sa exam.
pero mas ayos tong si loloy! sinagot naman!hehe
kunsabagay, simple lang naman yun. parang ala lang rin.=)
grabe yun pagbaba namin ng CNB, hindi ko mabend yun knees ko kasi ansakit!!
kung malaki laki lang siguro yun katawan ni loloy, nagpabuhat na ko..hehe
lalo nang masakit nung pababa kami ng sunken, eh dun pa sa steep na part kami bumaba!
nakngtokwa o!hehe kasi may tambay sa UP One, eh ala naman akong mapuntahan sa earth kaya nag sunken na naman kami ni loloy, tas tinikman ko yun pepsi fire, kay loloy yun ice. tas palitan.hehe yuck no?=p
tas yun. tambay sa UP One. tas punta kong SM.
mas lalo akong nainis.
ang panonood ng movie ay sagrado para sakin. kaya hindi ako manonood ng movie kasama ang sing arte nung gf ng isa kong friend. ala na kong sasabihin..hehe
sobrang naiinis talaga ako. nabad trip ako ng sobra.
tas ala pa kong masabihan kasi ambabaw lang nung dahilan.
buti nalang nag online tong friend ko (?!) na ayaw amining flirt siya..haha!
gumawa kaya ako ng code names tulad ni grai?? kung gagawa ako, flirt ang magiging code name mo pare..hahaha!=)
anyways, yun lang..
ala akong mapost na maganda lately eh..
as if may maganda na kong napost diba?=p
pero ansaya talaga nung lakbay aral namin!!!
sana weekly habit na..
nakakaiyak yung makita mo yung sunset mula sa bundok.. ang ganda!!!!=)
so yun.

Aint no mountain high enough!!

2005-05-06T05:58:00.000-07:00

hehehe.. oo naman. Banahaw lang yan no? kering keri yan!=p
bukas na yun.
Im kind of excited nga eh.
Naka ready na ang gamit ko.hehe
kaya lang si loloy kasi eh! yang multo multo na yan!!! kainis.
nga pala, humanda ka sakin loloy sa lunes!!!! lagot ka sakin.=)
ang galing pala ng date kahapon no? 5/5/05
di na tayo makakaranas ng ganyang date kahit kelan.. ala lang.
sana maging masaya ang banahaw trip namin bukas!!!
wish me luck guys!hehe
2 days, 1 night.=)
1 night pare..1 night.hehe
haha!=)

random

2005-04-29T08:40:00.000-07:00

hmm.. unahin sa chismis.
I 've heard the news about a certain couple.
Nalaman ko through my orgmate tas kinonfirm nung batchmate ko.
I don't know if it's true, I didn't ask the guy. masyadong pakikialam na yun.hehe
but if ever it's true, sayang naman sila.
they make a beautiful couple pa naman daw. (i havent seen the girl eh.)
nakaka awa yun girl oo. pero naiintindihan ko kasi yun guy.
well, everything happens for a reason. sana nga di totoo.

nakita ko si Pj kanina. namiss ko yun gagong yun!
hmp! magyayabang sana ko eh, eh sila na pala ni elaine!
kaya pala sabi samin ni loloy sa text eh ayos lang sila..hehe
lupit mo tsong! kala ko sa december pa??
summer heat?wehehe.=)

kasama ko rin kanina si pao.
syempre ano pang subject? hehe
oh well, im happy to see that he's really being true to his word of "bringing things back to normal."
saka pao, salamat.
pag nagawa mo yang bagay na yan, you wouldn't need anyone of us to give you advice anymore.
at least tungkol dun sa matter na yun.

kasama ko rin si clarc.
eto sobrang namiss ko!!!
baklang to.hehe may lablayp pala.
clarc, ituloy na natin to ha..
hinatid ako ni clarc sa cal avr. ever the gentle gay.=)
tas dumating si loloy. feeling ko akala ni loloy si clarc si ano.hehehe
lagi nalang napapagkamalang bf ko si clarc. ng maraming tao!
hello? eh mas babae pa nga sakin yun eh!

hmm.. ano pa? ay naaalala ko pala. sabi ko kay loloy ippost ko to eh.=)
nung isang araw, papunta kami ni loloy sa sm, tas tinanong ko sya..
"loy, bakit ka ba nakahawak lagi dyan? hindi ka naman malalaglag?"
ambagal naman nung takbo nung jeep.
"ha? kasi.. na aarouse ako eh."
grabe talaga yun tawa ko!!hehe kasi ang seryoso nya eh! pati yun ibang tao sa jeep natingin samin.
tas yun nasa tapat ko, nakikitawa rin.
dapat pala nagpa bayad na kami eh, libreng entertainment sila ah!
stand-up comedy eh.hehe hmm.. nakaupo kami sa jeep kaya dapat sit-down komedi..harhar!=p
kaya tuwing sasakay kami ng jeep, naiisip ko yun nakaka tawang pangyayari na yun.hehe

may gift na pala ko kay mommy para sa mother's day. rosary.hehe cheap ko ba? sasamahan ko nalang ng card.hehe
kasi di ko talaga balak bumili. hinatak ko lang si loloy para tumingin ng mga bagay-bagay.
eh sabi ni loloy bibili raw sya. sabi ko ako ren.
tas pili dito. pili dun.
tas kung nao-ano pa ginalaw namin. yun pala di naman bibili.
parang nahiya tuloy ako na umalis nang hindi bumibili. kaya binili ko na.
anyways, ayos lang yun.=p
kahit hindi sing sosyal yun regalo ko tulad ng regalo ni loloy sa nanay nya..saka meron na si mommy nun pare eh.
itch da tot dat counts.=)

nakngtokwang PI!!! buti nalang di ako masyadong nagbasa! parang walang naging silbi eh!
good thing rin na nakikinig ako sa klase.hehe
syempre di ko na makukuha yun bonus part.
eh fill in the blanks ng mga spanish poems ni rizal eh!!!! di pa sikat.
ayos lang yun.
sana maraming sumama sa mt. banahaw.. parang masaya
sana kayanin ko. natakot kaya ako dun sa mga notes ni sir!
pero sabi ni loloy, ayos lang naman daw.
pag hindi, humanda ka saken loloy!!!!hehehe
sana ayos yun buddy ko.=)

i didn't see him kanina.
exam nya eh. tas for another 3 days pa.=(
ayos lang yun. para naman mamiss ako nun.hehe
kelangan ata sa buhay yun eh.=p

finally.=)

2005-04-27T16:41:00.000-07:00

yes! after 10 MILLION YEARS! na download ko narin tong kantang to ni tsong ni tsang..hehe
hindi ko nga alam kung bakit sobrang pahirap ang pagkuha nito. pero ayos lang yan.
it's worth the time, effort lalo na ng inet card!hehe
sobrang tagal ko nang gusto tong kantang to. kasi masaya sya.
kind of true for me..wehehe
eto yun lyrics!

Dream of Me
Kirsten Dunst
Get Over it Motion Picture Soundtrack

Let me sleep
For when I sleep I dream that you're here
You're mine and all my fears are left behind

I flew on air and nightingale sings a gentle lullaby
So let me close my eyes

And sleep a chance to dream
So I can see the face I long to touch, to kiss
My only dreams can bring me this

so let the moon shine softly on the boy I long to see
And maybe when he dreams he'll dream of me

And high beneath the cloudsI'd whisper to the evening stars
Tell me love, he's just a dream away, dream away
A dream away

So let the moon shine softly on the boy I long to see
And maybe when he dreams, he'll dream of me

Oh.... dream of me

ayan. ganyan lang sya kaikli pero sobrang hirap i download! but anyways,andyan na eh..hehe
ganda nung kantang to. sobra.=p ayos yun arrangement nya.

ewan.

2005-04-25T08:56:00.000-07:00

ambilis nga.=p
actually, nung una di rin naman ako seryoso.
pero ewan ko kung anong nangyari.
ambilis nga.=p
pero definitely, masaya ako..
i can't call just anyone pare anymore.hehe
kasi..basta.
hmm.. why do i have this feeling na andaming magrereact sa post na to?
oh well, kahit ala ayos lang.=p
basta, ansaya.
para nga akong tanga eh, tawa ko nang tawa..hehe
April 25, 2005.
ala namang significance tong date na to ah..?
dati yun.=p
ang galeng.
ive never told anyone about it yet.
actually, nasabi ko pala to kay loloy saka kay Pj.
pero ano ba naman ang pakialam nung mga yun eh lalaki din yun.hehe
kaya nga ayos eh..=p
tas nagpost na ko.
think what you what to think.
you're all entitled to your own skepticism anyway..haha!
basta ang masasabi ko lang..
pao, i think i have the right to be that person to you now..
kasi that glimpse of eternity that you're saying?
it unfolded before my very eyes.=p
ewan.

coming out!!

2005-04-24T05:34:00.000-07:00

astig.
pare, astig yun ladlad.=p
galeng!
mabuhay kayo!hehe
may ilang entries na kong nabasa dati pero ngayon ko lang nabasa nang buo.
mula umpisa hanggang dulo.
asteeg.
nakakatawa nga eh..
kanina paluwas akong maynila..
sa bus.
may katabi akong lalaki.
pareho kaming nagbabasa..
nararamdaman kong tinitingnan nya yun binabasa ko..
eh ayoko pa naman nang ganun.. nosey!!!
tas kaya pala..
tiningnan ko rin binabasa nya.
"organisado para gawin/sundin (im not sure) ang kalooban ni Jehova"
hehehe
nakngtokwa..kaya pala
tas yun akin..
"ladlad2" anthology of Philippine gay writings..=p
whatever.
basta astig.
dati akala ko naiintindihan ko na lahat.
di pala.
dapat basahin yan ng lahat ng homophobics sa mundong ibabaw!hehe
astig pare.

ako, si Rizal, ang Pilipinas at ang ating planeta

2005-04-18T01:21:00.000-07:00

sabi nung prof ko guso raw nya malaman kung gaano namin kakilala si Rizal.
ayos.
hindi ko alam kung ano magiging reaksyon ng prof ko sa sobrang honest ko na essay.
yes I know, a PI 100 section is an academic counterpart of Rizal's fans club.
pero totoo lang naman sinabi ko eh.
sa totoo lang, hindi ko naman idolo si Rizal.
it's not that I don't like the man pare..
syempre credits rin sa pagpapamulat nya sa mga Pilipino nang tunay nitong kalagayan sa ilalim ng pananakop ng Espanya.
pare, sobrang gusto ko kaya yun Noli? maski yun El Fili na sabi nila may kasunod pa raw pero hindi na nilabas.hehe ayan tsismis pa!
pero basta..
I just feel na OA na yun binibigay na atensyon kay Rizal.
para saken, dapat pantay nalang sila ni Bonifacio.
yeah I know, you've had enough of this rivalry.
pinaguusapan na to even before that nora vs. vilma issue eh!
lalo na't mga mananakop na amerikano lang rin naman ang nagdeklara kay Rizal na pambansang bayani.
oo nga, ako ay sang-ayon sa mapayapang pamamaraan nitong si Pareng Jo.
pero pare! choosing Rizal over Bonifacio on the grounds of academic achievement is for me, unfair.
ang totoo lang naman kasing dahilan nyang mga kano na yan eh, ayaw nilang gawing idolo si Bonifacio kasi ayaw nila na tularan ng masang Pilipino si Pareng Andres sa sobrang pagka-mainitin ng ulo nito.
syempre, we're still under colonization at that time. they were suppressing any attempt to revolt.
so going back.. sinabi ko yun sa paper ko.hehe
i've read some of my prof's books before. And he's really a fanatic. so bahala na..
I won't compromise my beliefs, shallow as they might be, just to please someone.
pero sinabi ko naman na I do appreciate Jose Rizal.
iginagalang ko paren ang piso, kahit na isang haw-haw nalang ang nabibili nito.
saka iginagalang ko ren ang pagka martir nya. dakila meen!
hindi ko kayang gawin yun. not for this country.
hehe. nationalistic ko ba masyado??
sorry. just being honest.
tell me pare, paano ka namang magpapakamatay for a country as inconsiderate and as hopeless as ours??
sa isang bansang ang paraan lang ng pagyaman ay ang pagsali sa mga game shows? You're correct!
sa isang bansang ang mga nasa posisyon lang ang umaasenso?
na para umunlad ka sa buhay eh kailangan mong itigil ang pagaaral mo't sumali sa star search!!
sa isang bansang halos ilang percent ng kabataan ay nagnnurse para lang iwanan ang lugar na to!!!!
to seek greener pasture, ika nga.
sa isang bansang malaunan ay magiging isang napakalaking care-giving school!!!!
higit sa lahat,
paano mo isusuko ang buhay mo para sa isang bansang hinahadlangan ka sa pagtupad ng mga pangarap mo sa buhay??? na sya pang nagiging dahilan ng hindi mo pag-asenso bilang tao dahil hindi ka makapag-aral???
dahil hindi ka makapasok sa iskwelahan!!!!!
kasi STRIKE!!!!!!!
yan, nailabas ko na..hehe
yun mga sinabi ko, half-meant naman yan saka may bahid katotohanan rin.
exxageration intended. for more.hehe
pero nakaka badtrip nga yung strike today. malala. kasi nakisali yun UP transport groups.
nakngtokwa o.

tip lang sa mga nagsstrike: alamnyo, hindi kasi epektib yang tigil-pasada kasi isang araw nyo lang ginagawa. try ko kaya 3 araw sunod-sunod? tingnan nyo mangyayari..
- mauuso yun sunduan sa bahay-bahay ng mga magkaka barkada, kaya halos lahat sa klas, late.
-pati pedicab o tri bikes hahayaan na sa main road. yez! pedicab mula west ave. hanggang UP! hehe tataas ang halaga ng supporter kasi baka mabaog si manong.haha!
-24 hours na yun mrt/lrt.. eh mangyayari naman talaga to eh.
- tataas ang demand para sa tsinelas at sapatos. kasi ang dating riding public ngayon ay walking na.
-tataas ang rate ng absentees. sa trabaho. sa iskwela.
-gagawing business na yung libreng pasakay ng gobyerno. magkakaron narin yun ng tiket.
-wala nang luluwas ng maynila. o kaya uuwi ng probinsya. stagnant ang tao.
-tataas ang rate ng gamit ng inet at cel kasi wlang magawa ang tao, alang pasok.
-mangangalahati ang MMDA kasi mangangalahati ang sasakyan.
-mauuso ang holdapan at iba pang krimen kasi late na nga magpauwi ang gobyerno dahil sa bagong pausong worksked na yan, tas ala pang masasakyan! ingat po..

o kitams? diba ang daming perwisyo nagagawa sa buhay ng stikes???
ang solusyon?? mag stike rin tayo!!! walang sasakay!!! lahat maglakad! sabay sabay!
hehe, parang ganun rin un no?
haynako.
badtrip.

haay

2005-04-14T06:44:00.000-07:00

Bakit ganun? pag may nangyayari sakin na bagay tulad ng nangyayari sakin ngayon, tinatamad ako? i cant even make myself write that entry tungkol sa napakasayang FR ng UP One.

haay.. pero masaya ko ngayon. hindi ko sasabihin kung ano/sino ang dahilan. basta masaya.

pero tinatamad talaga ko.

ge..matutulog ako nang maaga ngayon.

napanood ko na pala yung the wedding date kanina. walang kwenta.

2005-04-03T20:09:00.000-07:00

Pope John Paul II died last 3.37 am Saturday (phil time) because of urinary infection which lead to more serious complications in his heart and kidneys.

This isn't the first time that we were bombarded with news about the pope's death. It happened several times in the past. The only difference is that this time, it's for real.
I remember the first time I heard a "death" news about the pope. I was in first year high school then and I was in St. Paul Pasig at that time. Tapos we were having this seminar when Sr. (i forgot her name) asked us to pause for a while to pray for the soul of the pope. It was a text brigade again..haay. I wasn't disappointed when I learned that it wasn't true but it really isn't right to fool around with news as grave as the death of a pope, or anyone for that matter.
I also saw that photo of the pope where he had that "halo"..hehe wala lang..=)

Now that the Holy Pope is gone, the Holy Catholic Church cannot but undergo a process which is very crucial to Catholicism for it will decide who will be the next leader of our church- a conclave.

Minsan napapaisip ako, what if mangyari yung nasa libro ng Angels and Demons? well, I really hope it doesn't.
We better pray for the enlightenment of the camerlengo to administer a God-willing election.
We cannot deny the fact that even the Holy Vatican is not immune from politics. I remember what Sir Naval told us, that even within the Collge of Cardinals, there is politicking.
Although campaigning is strictly forbidden, this whole thing is highly a political process.
I just hope that everything happens according to His plan for His Church.

tingnan nga natin!!!

2005-04-01T06:24:00.000-08:00

sagutan nyo to!! and tell me about it! ayos? gudlak!
http://www.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz.php?quizname=050401092338-41923..
yun ibang me ganito hindi naman mapuntahan!
sige game!

fools!!

2005-03-31T23:08:00.000-08:00

happy fools' day!!!
It was as if my artstud prof's waiting for me to say these words when I presented my art project...hehehe
maam, seryoso yan no! pinagpuyatan ko rin yan!
the look on her face tells me "you better have a good explanation for this junk.." yezz, the "art" already omitted..hehe
oh well, nasa explanation lang naman yan eh.. it was what I had.. ideas.hehe na hindi nagmmaterialize.=p
I even gave each and everyone of them the article which was the inspiration behind that art..hehehe
I guess I did a pretty good speech about my work because my teacher even asked for my project and stared at it with enlightenment on her face.. aah..oo nga no??hehe

Anyways, may kwento ko senyo..ang funny eh.=p
Kahapon, nagpunta kong SM, I needed to buy stuff kasi for my baby. I don't actually know what to buy but I was excited because I knew it was going to be fun. I have always enjoyed buying toys for my younger cousins but I have no idea what to buy an infant.
I went to the baby section of the department store. Para kong alien! hindi ko alam kung para saan ba ang mga bagay-bagay.hehe
I was looking at the nipple silicon ata yun? o basta..hehe
It was real fun! The feeding bottles, the diapers, pins, feeding set, bath set, pati potty trainer!!!ansaya!!!hehe
parang gusto kong bilhin lahat!hehe
I was watching the other shoppers, may isang guy akong napansin.. just about my age, I think. Hindi naman ganun ka gwapo pero at that time, he's the cutest!hehe he was asking for a larger feeding bottle I think, while holding a stock of diaper and other baby stuff.. "Hmm..may anak na sya? sayang..hehe o baka naman kapatid lang nya?? bakit ikaw, nandito ka eh wala ka namang anak?hehe" pero I have a baby na dapat kong bilhan ng mga gamit.. so tuloy libot sa baby section.
I was holding diaper pins, a small feeding bottle, and nipple silicon when someone tapped me on the shoulder.
"mau!!!!" it was my former guy friend in highschool. I wasn't excited actually.
Pero nakakatawa kasi yun itsura nya.."uhh..para kanino yan?!" "sa baby ko." I said.
That look meen!!!hahaha! eh totoo naman eh, I was buying stuff for my baby, anong sasabihin ko??
Tapos I told him i'll go ahead..pero bago ko umalis, naisip ko ren.. "what the hell is he doing there??"
Tapos natawa rin sya.. nakita lang raw nya ko kaya lumapit sya..
"ah..ok. sige, bye!"
tapos i realized na 1hour na kong palibot libot sa mall at hindi ko pa makumpleto yun dapat kong bilhin..iniisip kong kumain muna pero inestimate ko yun dala kong pera.. hindi na to aabot...hmp! bakit kasi yun baon ko lang nung araw na yun ang dala ko eh.. sinagot ko rin yung tanong ko.. kasi hindi mo mapipigil sarili mong gumastos kung hindi sakto lang yan. that's why.
buti nalang dumating ang aking dakilang ate at naglibre sa Pancake House!yezz.=p
tapos sya narin nagbayad nung mga binili ko pa.. bait talaga ng kapatid ko!!!hehe

tapos yun umuwi na kami.. andami kong nabili para sa baby ko.. tapos ayun inayos ko na..
"papagandahin" ko nang sobra yung baby ko..syempre, akin eh! I removed her pony tails, pati na yun shoes nya.. ang cute ng undie ng batang to!!hehe
tapos I combed her curly hair..hmm.. pagupit ka kaya?? ano kayang magandang style?
tinanong ko yung mga kasama ko s a bahay.. walang reaction!
Natapos ako sa ginagawa ko at 12 am. Whew! ang ganda ng "baby" ko.. Ikaw pinakamaganda bukas.. sigurado ako.."=p
tapos nung pinakita kita sa kanila kanina..
yun iba tumatawa..
yun iba hindi maka relate..
si maam, patang natatae ang itsura nung nakita ka..
ayos lang yan. ikaw parin ang "baby" ko..
kahit wala kang kamay
kahit wala kang damit
kahit gupit gupit yun buhok mo..
syempre, pinaghirapan kita eh..
sana lang na touch din sila nung nakita ka nila..
lalo na si maam...hehe

ang pangalan nga pala nya eh, designer baby.. It was supposed to be expressive/representative of the human abuse of the alternative method of reproduction.. yun issue about test tube babies..=p

yun lang.=p

btw, last exam namin sa psych101 kanina.. I was late kasi 7am yun exam eh 630 na ko nagising!!! but nalang di pa nagsstart yun exam..
pero wala nang available seat! ah.. yun isa meron pa.. upo na ko..
nasa likod ko si tonette. I mouthed.."wala pa si ***??" tapos tinuro ni tonette yun katabi ko..
Maygulay!! si *** pala yun katabi ko!!! bakit hindi ko nakita?? tapos tiningnan ko sya.. nag smile sya sakin..
haay... makaka uno na ko nito..hehe ambango nya..=)
buti nalang bumulong lang ako nung hinanap ko sya kay Tonette..
tsk tsk.. that was close.=p
Sana maging classmate ko ulit sya..=)

yehey! na download ko narin yun moonriver sa net!!! yahoo!=p pwede na pala kong ikasal eh, nakuha ko na yung kanta!!!hehe
ay hindi pa pala.. yun dream of me pa!=p

2005-03-29T21:40:00.000-08:00

ok.
Santrock's book is before me, as if begging me to flip its pages and at least put highlights on it to make it look like I'm reading it. (part of convincing myself that I'm all set for the exam tomorrow.argh!)
There's also my "found objects" which I hope to assemble into a decent work of art without tears falling from my eyes. That's what I hate most about art subjects. It gets real frustrating when my work does not reflect my ideas.
Then Lisa Loeb's Stay is playing loud. I like this song so much I could listen to it the whole day.
I'm downloading classic songs from the net. I'm glad it's not taking a million years for a single song to be downloaded.
And I'm still waiting for my Gatorade to freeze. I have been addicted to Gatorade this past few days, you know.
And I'm thinking of something to write about.

Last night, I, Farrah, Ferdie, Grai, Pao and Dom went to the wake of Rania's lolo.
Outside the room, we were trying real hard to put on that solemn look, when the door opened and a grinning Rania approached us. I knew it wasn't going to be a tear-jerking visit.

Honestly, i didn't think we behaved the way we were supposed to but last night, I just realized how it's such a blessing to be part of OUR group- Polsci07.=p
Even though I have met some just recently, I could tell that being in the Department of Political Science will be one experience I'll never forget for as long as there's air to breathe..hehehe.=p
why? there are at least around a hundred reasons why, but right now, I think I can name some.

Rania- my first college friend. We became friends instantly. what a friendly creature I am, you might think huh?=p
Anyways, even now, She's still the first person who'd know my sentiments about other Polsci friends.hehe or anyone, for that matter.
Just so you know, we do get annoyed with each other too. But the promise of a long-lasting friendship will be there. I know I'll always have a friend in Rania.=)

Clarc- the person who patiently tolerates my tantrums!hahaha!=) I owe this person a lot. I love this guy..or who/whatever he claims to be.hehehe.=)
He's always there when you need a friend. He always look after me. The best person to seek when you want to know things about other peolpe. In short, chismis.hehe
last sem, we were classmates in all of my subjects! haha! beat that! parang hayskul no?=)
that's why I miss Clarc now, because I'm not used to not seeing him everyday.
i hope to catch up with him soon.

Ferdie- hehehe. Lat night, nag arcade kami ni Quiocho. Imagine this, a 6-foot guy playing the dance machine!hahahaha! Never in my life had I met a guy like Ferdie. principles? Ferdie lives by them. but personally, I think sometimes, he's going a little overboard.
katulad kagabi, we were supposed to watch a movie pero wag nalang sabi nya. "anti-social yang sine na yan! nakng potah! burgis!" fine.
then we were supposed to have coffee sa The Garden. here we go again. "burgis na naman!"
I dont have anything against those things you know. Quiocho was just stressing the obvious.
principles are principles. but when you become too critical and analytical, you cease to see the beauty of life. its imperfections.
but still, Ferdie is one person I could talk to about serious, legal matters.hehe
He asked me if he's changed. oo naman. sabi nga nya, part yun ng paglaki nya..hehe
pero he'lle always be my friend. my trusted friend.=)

Farrah- my most reliable friend.=) it's not the readings ok?
Farrah holds one secret I could never tell anyone anymore.hehehe She's a real gem.=) won't laugh at your foolishness and stupidity, and will help you in any way she can.=)
No wonder a lot of guys drool over my firend. Eat your heart out guys! this is one tough lady!hehe
Prepare yourself for the worst rejection of your life!hahaha.=) exaggeration intended.hehe

Celine- one of the prettiest friends I have.=) She's so sweet you won't be asking for candy when you're around her. crush ni ferdie.haha! laglagan eh.=) Celine's a very thoughtful person. She would send messages that will surely put a smile on your face. And it's real fun when I, Farrah and Cel start talking about..uhh..boys.hehe
But she knows how to speak her mind people. But again, she has a way of making you feel alright. She sympathizes with everyone. She's there to comfort you whenever you're down.=)

Grai- I met Grai in Polsci160. I thought I was already hyper, but she proved me wrong.hehe
She's a lot of things but right now, I seem to be running out of superlative adjectives to describe her.
She's SIMPLY..super! see the contradiction?hehe that's Grai.=)
I always admire her openness. I long for the time that I can be as bold and honest as Grai.=)
She's a public property, you know.hehe always there for everyone.

Pao- Paolo, Popo..=) One amazing guy. Thinks less of himself, too humble to admit that he's soo great. An ambitious idealist in its good sense. I can't forget the first day of polsci160 class. Mayette said that "Pao wants to be seen as someone.. na may mararating." He won't have to wish too hard to be that. Because he's that- and more.=) He's worthy of everything he has, and I think..he'll definitely be worthy of the person he wants to be with.=) in due time pare..

Ann- question: who could be more "guurly" than Grai? ANN. hehe Ann's a story I would always love to hear. She has one colorful life! She's done things I can't picture myself doing (hehe) but she's survived it all! sabi nga ni Sherwin.."nag success ka."hahaha! I'll always be wishing for this girl's happiness! at nakita namin ni Ferdie to kagabi..nakikipag date!!!hehe.=p

Viktor- haay.. this guy's a mystery. he passes on to me the "smoker" thing.hehe pero he's also fun to be with. minsan, may mga hirit si Viktor na sobrang matatawa ka talaga. Kasi you'll never expect it coming from him.=) He may look like just..another guy. If you'd stop and take that impression, I'm telling you, you're missing a lot! You still owe me one pare!hehe pero sayo nalang yun kung yun lang din..(?!)

I sure have lots of people to acknowledge here but an entry won't be enough. eh ayoko namang agawin kay Pao ang titulo ng nobela king.hehe it rightfully belongs to him.=)
Basta, I love Polsci07! kapamilya kami eh!hehe
see you guys summer!=)

Normally I wouldn't care..

2005-03-29T07:59:00.000-08:00

I don't know why but this thing about "me smoking" is getting into me.
Maybe it's because some people I didn't expect to believe those things actually believed it.=(
So I do have that "smoker" image huh?
I don't think so. Many others don't think so, too.
Oh well, if I do.. I am telling you now- I'm not.
It's ok if you joke about it..
I don't get offended when Viktor (the source of this whole thing) jokes about it.
Because he knows, and I know for a fact that it isn't true.
But when someone posts a blog entry with my name on it branded as a "smoker", it becomes kind of annoying.
Especially when friends start bugging you with that "issue".
"mau, nagssmoke ka???" said one friend. a message with that greeting. tsk tsk..
"na shock nga ako nung nalaman ko yun eh." another one said.
Kasi mas convincing si Viktor tsaka si Ferdie kesa sakin.. is that it?
one thing guys: If i do smoke, I wouldn't hide it.
Why would I?
The problem is- I don't. I never did and never will.
Sabi ko nga senyo, isa lang ang bisyo ko.. yun.hehe
katol, damo, benadril, gas , xerox copy, pentelpen (dom!hehe)
name it! I dig it.
pero cigarette pare?
never.
Ayos?

textmates

2005-03-28T08:05:00.000-08:00

kukwentuhan ko kayo..

2nd year hasykul ako nung una kong mgaka textmate..pers lab ko pa.cheeze!=p itago nalang natin sya sa pangalang amboy.hehehe
Ansaya nun, grabe. Maghapon, magdamag magka text. lahat ng pera ko nauubos lang sa load.hehe pero syempre noon, malaki pa yun free text! tsaka natatandaan ko na sobrang mahal pa ng sim crad nun. una kong sim card, ang free nya na credits eh 500? galeng no? di nyo na natatandaan yun no?
Kahit na araw-araw naman kami nagkikita sa skul, magkausap paren kami..
Kasi mahina pa signal ng Globe samin nun.. nasa bubong ako ng bahay namin habang nakikipagtelebabad sa cel..hehe syempre hindi unlimited yun. wlang magagawa, mayaman sya eh.=p
Para kong manananggal na nakadapo sa bubong ng bahay..hehehe ng gabi ha!
One time, ako ay home alone..(na madalas naman mangyari..hehe), eh brown-out! probinsya eh! tapos nasabi ko ata sa text.. tinawagan nya ko tapos sabi nya, nakaakyat raw sya sa puno ng mangga.,hahaha! gagawin ang lahat para sa signal!!
kakausapin muna raw nya ko habang wala pa kong kasama, kasi baka raw matakot ako..
mababaw pa ko nun.. ganun lang, kinikilig na ko.hehehe
I think mga 4 hours ata sya nasa puno ng mangga nun?hehe
kumbaga, kung sa Jerry Maguire ang linya eh, "you had me at hello.." samin, ang linya.. "you had me at too toot, too toot.". hahahaha!!
2nd year rin ako nung maging textmate ko si Darwin. Nununang nalito ang bata ko pang puso..waah!hehehe
Pero now, I had it all figured out. Never ako nainlove kay Darwin.
Syempre flattered ako kasi the campus hearthrob was giving me extra attention. hah! haba ng hair ko no?=p
pero hanggang dun lang yung samin. kahit kelan, kahit ngayon.. hindi na hihigit dun yun..
For a while, nakalimutan ko si amboy. I took him for granted..=(
pero I came to my senses nung narealize ko nga na playtime lang si Darwin.
We became serious to a point na hindi ko alam kung kami ba o hindi..??
pero it was fine with me.. kasi ayoko talaga nung finoformalize pa ang mga bagay bagay..naiilang ako.
basta we both know the real score between us at yun ang mahalaga diba.
then I learned that he was going away.. for good.
nainis ako sa kanya. kasi hindi nya sinabi agad sakin.
Parang bakit ganun? Pinaabot pa nya sa..??
Nung nalaman ko, I didn't see the point of continuing what we have kasi pareho lang kaming mahihirapan..
so I had to end it.
Sabi ko sa sarili ko, ayos lang yun.. Madali mo lang yan makakalimutan.
That was the biggest mistake I did. Hindi pala madali..hehe
The closure I have wanted so badly came when I was already a freshie..sa UP.hehe 3 years? haba din nun ha.
Biglang hindi na kami naguusap ni amboy. kahit nagkikita kami sa skul, walang pansinan..
hanggang lumipad na nga sya kasama ang mga Mulawin..hehehe.

Anyways, tungkol to sa textmates diba?
3rd year ako, may naging textmate ulit ako. Gerby yung name. hindi ko sya kilala nung una. crush daw ako.
weh! sanay na ko sa ganyan.hahaha!=p yun, ok naman sya actually. cute nga eh.hehe
pero torpe naman. buti nlang hindi ko sya gusto. kasi ayoko sa lahat yun lalake na hindi rin nya alam kung ano gutso nya sa buhay. kung kaibigan, kaibigan! kung hindi, sabihin mo! ang simple diba?
anyways, si Gerby, lahat ng kaibigan ko, naging crush rin nya..hehehe ayos no?

si Darwin, hindi nawawala sa eksena to..laging nambbuwiset. pero hindi ko na sya masyadong gusto nun..
Nung fourth year ako, nangyari si Uno.=p
ang pinaka magaling na gitarista/tambolista/kung ano-ano pa na nakilala ko..
sobrang saya ko na naging kaibigan ko to. At least malinaw si Uno. kaibigan ko lang to.
tinutugtugan ako nito sa cel.=p galeng.hehe

hmm. sino pa ba?
Nag college ako. Nagpalit ako ng sim, pero sa hindi ko malaman na dahilan, nakuha parin ni Darwin number ko..
hehehe, naging frends kami ni Psych.=p
yun.hanggang ngayon, nakakatext ko paren. Siya nga yung ka unlimited ko eh.hahaha! Go Sun!!hehe
sabi nya pair pair daw ang nagssun. kami yun pair.=p
longest phone call ko. 9.30pm-5.30am.. yan yun tipong, wala na kong boses? tsaka yun mga dumadaan na yung 2 minuto na walang nagsasalita kasi nakakatulog na kami?=p
Ansaya kausap nitong taong to.
lahat ng bagay masarap pagusapan pag sya kausap ko.hehe
Nung nasa Pangasinan kami, dahil kumanta yun VE. kausap ko rin sya hanggang mga 2am..
Inaasar ako ng mga tao sa VE na chorva ko raw ba yun kausap ko.hehe
Minsan nga naiisip ko? ang galeng.. kahit sobrang tagal naming naguusap, kahit kelan wala kaming pinagusapan na tungkol samin. talagang frends kami.=p
magka chat rin pala kami neto.

Ngayon? wala akong constant textmate. kasi wala naman ako laging load.hehehe..
Ansaya makipag text kasi contrary to what most people say, hindi puro kasinungalingan sa text.
Actually it gives way para masabi ang mga bagay na mahirap sabihin nang personal.
It works for me. sobra.
Kasi I mean what i text, and I text what I mean.
oh well, syempre excluded naman yung mga forwarded green jokes ko ha..hehe
kay Christian lang naman nanggagaling yun eh.=p
yun lang.. ang konti palang pala nung mga nagiging textmates ko no?
para dumami..text nyo ko..hehe 09155868446..
haha! kagabi pala.. kinukulit ko si Von sa cel.. ang saya! naku, baka magalit sakin si Ela!hehehe
Pero hindi ako nakikipag textmate. ayoko nang ganun.
jologs.

seatmates

2005-03-27T07:14:00.000-08:00

3 blog entries in a day?? why not??=p

tapos na ang sem at dahil may blog na ko, ang dating sem-ender self-assessment ko, ngayon ay on-line na!!!
simulan muna natin sa mga taong naging nakakasawa ang pagmumukha para sakin..hehe kasi sila nakikita ko sa tuwing lilingon ako.=p

Psych101- Si Tonette. ang nakakaloka kong batchmate.=p sobrang iba kunek namin ni tonette. may mga bagay na hindi siguro nakakatwa pag hindi kaming dalawa ni Tonette ang naguusap! Si Tonette ren ang spongbob ko sa mga kadramahan sa buhay..hehe at andami naming secrets nito na secret talaga..=p
once in a while, nakakatabi ko rin si ano..hehe at ansaya nun.=p

Polsci150- paiba iba eh. kasi wala naman kaming seat arrangement. Nakngtipaklong! wala nga kaming classroom eh!hehe sa freezer lang kami nagcclass.. ay! comp lab pala yun, kala ko talaga freezer eh..hehe.=p Si Alain basically. Hmm.. Si alain ang isa sa mga magagandang bagay na nangyari sa buhay ko dis sem.. at magiging choirmate ko na yan!! learned a lot from this guy! pare, I found a real friend in you!

Artstud1- Si laarni. pagsasayang ng pera ang pageenroll dito!!! yun lang. may isang lalake pa na nagffeeling! haynako, the nerve!

PE2 duckpin- syempre walang seatmates dito..hehe pero ang kasama ko kadalasan, si Rose Ann tsaka si Alena..hehe mga kasama kong maghintay ng isnag oras. grabe! kilala na nga kami nung prof sa class na nauna samin eh!hehe
pero kadalasan ren katabi ko ang dynamic duo na si Loloy at Pj.

Geol1- Si Farrah.=p I'm so thankful kasi finally, naging classmates narin kami ni Farrah. ambait nito! I owe her a lot. sobrang naging parasite na ko at karamihan samin kay Farrah. readings, notes, kun anu-ano pa.. to a point na nakaka guilty na. pero sobrang mahal ko tong si Farrah!!! kahit binubugbog ako nito!! siga yan! may frat nga kami eh..=p actually, nagpapaagahan kami nito sa Geol. lagi ako nananalo!hehe kasi minsan na nga lang ako papasok, papalate pa ba ko??? Si Farrah, lakas din ng dating nito. pretty kasi, parang ako..=p n7 ata yan!! type kasi ng mga guys yung parang siga.. hmm.. paturo kaya ako kay Farrah??hehe

Econ100.1- breakfast mates ko si Farrah at si Mara.. hindi kambal yan ha..hehe pero ang seatmates ko paiba-iba.. kahit san ka kasi maupo kung papasok ka..=p si Farrah, Celine tsaka si Khristian ang madalas kong katabi.. si Khristian na ka- team ko sa Crossword! at si Rania ang coach namen..hehe

Polsci160- Si Viktor, the smoke machine!!!! tsaka si Farrah ulet.. kakasawa na si Farrah kaya si Victor na kinukulit ko pag 160..hehe jungaer yang si Viktor eh! parang ako? tsaka si Ferdie? tsaka si Pao?hehe hindi ko ata makakalimutan ang Head gasket pagkatapos nung ginawa natin..to race or not to race? WHAT is the question?hehehe pwede na pala tayo magtrabaho sa Ferrari eh!
pero seriously, it was really nice working with you guys. Iba pala pag si Viktor tska si Ferdie nagdiskusyon na..asteeg! parang magaaway pero hindi naman.. Isali nyo pa si Pao dyan ha!!! hehe sabi ni pao kelangan raw yun eh, sindakan kumbaga..=p basta iba kayo.. kaya ansarap nyong kasama eh!!hehe tsaka si Viktor, napakahina ng boses!! grabe, katabi nalang ako ha! di ko pa marinig! pag naguusap kami, ako parang.."ha? ano? ha??"..hehe ganun. parang babae.=) pero kapre yan eh! hehe at madrama sa blog! kaya punta kayo sa blog nya! nasa links ko!!hehehe

ansaya ng sem ko no?? oonaman, mga seatmates ko palang yan.. andami ko pang nagin close at nakilala!! next time ko nalang iaacknowledge..hehe syempre unang una dun si Grai..hehe

wala nyan sa Manila.=p

2005-03-27T05:57:00.000-08:00

Totoo naman. There's just too many things/persons that/who I miss whenever i leave Nueva Ecija.
I can even remember my first weeks in college. I didn't think I 'd be able to survive the cruel and chaotic world that is Manila. The first few days were ok since I was already used to having vacation here but weeks without going home is like hell! I feel suffocated because of schoolworks+pollution+jeepney rides+unsafe environment+a lot of walking+panget ng lasa ng tubeg!!+andami pang iba!!

Last Wednesday, I went home after three months, the longest time so far. I'm so excited! Nandun palang ako sa may crossing, sa may Jaen.. o basta dun! hindi nyo naman alam yun eh! I felt like shouting!!!hehehe
I'm home!=)

Iba talaga ang probinsya. Lalo na yun amin. yezz naman.=p
Kahit siguro mamatay ako at buhayin ulit, tapos pinamili ako kung saan ko gustong lumaki, o tumanda for a more technical term..hehe.. walang alinlangan, walang pagdadalawang-isip..sa probinsya ang pipiliin ko..=p
Honestly, hindi na nga siguro sa Nueva Ecija..hahaha! pero probinsya paren! hmm.. Batangas probably?hehe para makasali ako sa Batangan!hehe dahil kay..=p

Ano bang nakakamiss sa Nueva Ecija??

magulangs ko. Nung una, akala ko hindi ko kakayanin na hindi ko makikita araw-araw ang mommy at daddy ko. the same thing nung nag college si ate. pero in fairness, nung nag college ako, mabibilang ko na sa daliri yun beses na pinagalitan ako ng nanay at tatay ko..hehe namimiss rin kase nila ako..=p

fresh air. sobra!!! isa to sa mga bagay na hindi ko ipagpapalit!! Dati, tuwing pupunta ko ng Manila, hindi ako makahinga ng maayos! totoo yan! dalawa lang yan eh: hindi ka makahinga dahil sa usok o kaya hindi ka rin makahinga dahil sa artificial air na aircon..

lasa ng tubig. alam ko, iba naman talaga ang lasa ng mineral water pero basta! iba talaga.. hanggang ngayon, parang hindi parin ako sanay..

privacy. isa to sa mga pinaka mahirap na adjustments na pinagdaanan ko. Nung hayskul ako, nakakapag tago ako sa room ko kahit maghapon.. na siguradong walang papasok sa kuwarto.. pero ngayon, since naka apartment lang kami.. I had to share room with my sister and cousins.. hindi na tuloy ako maka emote..haha!

Darwin. hehehe. syempre walang Darwin sa Manila. ewan ko ba, pag nandito naman ako, di ko to naiisip tong taong to pero pag umuwi na ko.. lalo na't nakausap ko pa si Christian, nagiging crush ko sya ulet..hehe crush ko na to since first year hayskul ako eh..

hayskul frends. kahit na minsan nagkikita rin kami dito, iba paren yun araw-araw eh kasama mo ang mga hayskul frends mo.. kaya pag umuuwi ako, siguradong sunog ang linya ng telepono namen kasi telebabad na malupet ito!! sabay lusob sa aming official tambayan! sa bahay ni Mark!!hehe kahit ayaw nya..=p lagi kasi namin napapagbotohan na dun eh..hehe

mga puno. pao!! eto na!hehe pero in fairness, namimiss ko talaga ang mga puno.. mga puno ng mangga to be more specific.=p namimiss ko yung panahon na nauupo ako sa ilalim ng puno ng mangga at tumatanga..hehe kasi ngayon, hindi ko na magawa yun..=(

si neigborhood. pag nasa amin ko lang to nakikita. pero dito sya sa Manila nagaaral. isang kaibigan ng kuya ko na pinagnanasaan ko..hahahaha! jokes.=p pero nung minsan, nasa SM North ako tapos hinihintay ko si Ces tsaka si Ajin, nagulat ako kasi may kumalabit sakin. Nawindang naman ako nung nakita ko sya! Tapos sabi nya saken, "kuya mo?". "nasa bahay". (hello? kapatid ako, hindi nanay, hindi syota.) lagi nalang kasi yan ang "hello" nya saken. "hehehe, makikipag eyeball ka no?" "Isusumbong kita sa kuya mo." "May kasama ka?". Gusto ko sanang sabihing wala kasi parang gusto pa nyang magstay.. pero may mga kasama sya so wala na syang choice kundi iwan ako.haha! alang choice??=p pag umaga, tapos maririnig ko na tong sumisisigaw sa harap ng bahay namin ng pagkalakas lakas.. naeexcite naman ako..hehe kahit ang sasabihin lang nya saken eh.."kuya mo?" haha!!

garden. kahit kelan hindi ako naging mahilig sa halaman. hindi nga berde ang hinlalaki ko eh! pero dahil nasa apartment nga kami, maliit ang space.. parang namimiss ko tuloy ang mga halaman ng tita ko.. kaya pag umuuwi ako, pinipilit ko talaga na ako yung nagdidilig. kahit na yun mga dumadaan sa harap namin eh parang naliligo narin sa lakas ng tubig..haha!

dogs. yung mga aso namin ang nakakamiss sakin..hehe dahil sa tagal kong hindi umuuwi, pag umuwi ako.. mga isang araw rin akong hindi makalabsa ng bahay kasi tinatahulan na nila ako!! pero after nun, medyo good na ulit kami.hehe nagkaka short-term amnesia rin pala ang mga aso..hehe

yan.. ilan lang yan sa mga bagay na namimiss ko pag nasa Maynila ako..
kung meron mang isang bagay ang hindi nyo maiaalis sa pagkatao ko, yun siguro yun pagiging probinsyana ko.. and I'm proud of it.=p
Kahit kelan, hindi nyo ko maririnig na magsalita with a twang.. yun ang jologs.
What can I do?
I am a countryside girl.=p

im back in the game!!

2005-03-27T01:32:00.000-08:00

I wish I had a longer break. 4-day vacation? It isn't enough. haay, it didn't even give me the time to see my friends!
I went home last Holy Wednesday.. kahit mabilis lang yung byahe, nakakapagod parin.. So sabi ko, "bukas nalang ako lalabas ng bahay, kakatamad.." tsaka it's my lola's bday kaya our family went to mass together. Nagising ako nung Tuesday, late na.. tapos hindi naman ako makalabas ng bahay kasi lahat ng damit ko, nasa laundry.. tapos nilabhan pa..so wala na.. buti nga may naisuot pa ko nung nagsimba kami nung hapon.. tapos Good Friday.. I didn't want to go out.. syempre, it's Good Friday nga..=)
last na yun lumabas ako ng Black Sat.. hinihintay ko si christian, hindi naman ako pinuntahan.. eh ayoko naman umalis mag isa so wag nalang.. yun.wala na.

pero ayos lang.. I was excited to go to mass last night. because it would have been my first time to see that "rolling fire" which is traditionally a part of celebrating Pentecost. But unfortunately, they weren't doing it this year!
grabe, you could imagine the frustration I felt!! when I've finally decided to watch it, saka naman wala na!!
The minor accident that happened last year was the reason for that. But anyways, the whole mass was very solemn. Iba talaga ang misa pag sa probinsya, ang lakas nung hangin sa gilid ko.. kaya laging namamatay yun candle ko..hehe kasi bukas yun door sa gilid ko.. And i could see through my peripheral vision the old canteen of St. Paul.. where they say a ghost appears..haha!!!=p

Antagal nung mass! it lasted for like..almost 3 hours? tapos puro psalm.. ganun pala yun.
I din't sit in the choir loft kasi I was with my parents. tsaka the "old" choir members weren't there..hehe
grabe.. ambilis talaga ng panahon..parang kelan lang kami pa yung nandun.. parang kelan lang hindi ko kelangang makipagunahan sa seats kasi I had a seat sa choir.. pero ngayon..haay.=p

by the way, sa mga friends ko nung hasykul who weren't able to attend mass last night.. si Sir Cruz yun kumanta nung Salmo..hehehe..=p
Namiss ko pala yung bansot na yun.=) He'd been my Music teacher since I can't remember when and I owe Sir a lot. I wouldn't have the guts to sing now if it weren't for his patience and dedication in handling our choir. And seeing new, younger faces singing songs we used to sing ourselves, makes me wonder how Sir Cruz manages to do all these things.
Passion. that's wat you call it.=p
Kaya siguro wala paring lovelife to eh!!hehehe
anyways, so yun nga sya na yung kumanta.. I couldn't help but laugh when I saw him going to the altar.. this is going to be one funny mass if he's doing it..hehehe
I don't get it. Paano kaming naturuan ni Sir na kumanta, tapos sya hindi nya magawa?hehe
kasi when I was in highschool, we weren't trained to read notes.. kaya nga nahihirapan ako ngayon eh!! hmp!
tinuturo samin ni sir isa isa yung voices.. imagine that!! iniisa isa nya yung 6 voices!! minsan nga 8 pa..
I could tell that he was trembling when he sang.=p si Sir talaga..=p
pero ayos lang yun, sanay na ang mga tao sa simbahan na ganun yun boses ni Sir.hehehe

grabe, I miss going to mass in our town. especially singing at the church. oo nga at may Ve naman ako ngayon, pero iba parin syempre yun church songs. I promised God taht I will use my voice to glorify Him.
haay.. ayos lang yan, may Flores pa naman..bawi nalang ako..=p

actually tinatamad pa ko mag blog.. bukas nalang ulit. kkwentuhan ko kayo ng mga nangyari sakin sa Nueva Ecija. oks lang yan, di naman marami yun eh..=p

mush101

2005-03-22T08:13:00.000-08:00

I saw this post on Friendster.hehe

Ang title nung post eh Sometime soon, I wish God would send me someone..tapos yun list na..
I edited it according to my own wish list..so eto na yun.
warning: the following might be too mushy for you. If symptoms persist, consult me..ok??hehe

I wish God would send me someone who...

Would text me 24/7.- hindi ako demanding pero a text message once in a while wouldn't hurt that much, right? actually, ang gusto ko lang, isipin mo ko minsan..hehehe

Would not be afraid of what people might say about us- I don't care much about what people think of me, sana pag magkasama tayo ganun ka rin. ayoko ng maarte. at paranoid.

Would smile at me for no apparent reason. I get the most wonderful feeling when that person smiles at me. yun titingnan ka lang na parang natatawa na sya? kahit wala namang dahilan? yun minsan parang sira-ulo?hehe. panalo ka dun.

Would look straight into my eyes while he talks. kasabay na to nung nasa taas. When we talk, look at me. I want to be taken seriously.

Would crack up some jokes for the sake of it. It's really important that that someone knows how to laugh. Don't worry, I laugh even at the corniest jokes. tsaka laughing would be very easy pag kasama mo ko.hehe

Would go out of his way to meet me. inuulit ko, hindi ako demanding.haha! pero syempre minsan naman mageffort ka.=p yun tipong nasa AS yun class ko tapos ikaw sa hmm..?hehe basta somewhere malayo..haha! pakita ka lang sakin para mag-hi ayos na yun.

Would freely add Friendster testimonials about me and not thinking about the fact that the whole world might be able to read them. gusto ko talaga yun taong carefree. and I love testimonials.hehe especially from important people. so when I start bugging you for one, ibig sabihin mahalaga ka na sa akin..yezz naman.=)

Would be my biggest fan in everything I do.actually hindi masayadong mahalaga to. pero ayos lang rin na minsan, inuuto mo ko..hehe pero mas gusto ko if you'd be my critic. mas mahalaga yun sakin. pero siguraduhin mo naman na makakatayo pa ko after mo laitin ha? gentle lang..hehe

Would caress my fingers whenever I feel nervous or sad. moral support lang ng slight.=p

Would dance with me. hehe.ayos lang rin kung ayaw mo.=p I'd like it more if you'd sing with me. pero sana naman wag nang mas mataas pa yun boses mo sakin ha?hehe soprano na ko, kakabahan ako kung mas mataas pa dun sayo..hehe.=p

Would not be shy around my friends. It's very important for me that you go along well with my friends. Don't worry, hindi naman nangangain ng tao yung mga yun.. hmmm..??? on second thought..hehe joke!=p

Would dedicate songs to me and not hesitate to sing them to me. kelangan ko pa bang iexpalin to? it's every girl's dream naman eh. pag kinantahn mo ko ng "someday when i am awfully low..and the world is cold.. lalala..lalaala.." papakasalan na kita..hahaha!=)

Would hang out with me even if we both know there's really nothing up to be talked about. quality time together.yun lang. kelangan may tambay sheet tayo..hehehe jokes.=p

Would even hear mass with me. haay, I know sumosobra na ko. pero hindi ka naman siguro matutunaw kung sasamahan mo ko minsan diba? not unless ikaw ay may pangil at...hehehe

Would not feel uncomfortable sitting with me in silence. ay, mahalaga to.. tandaan, I laugh with everyone pero bihira lang (o wala pa ata?) yun tao na pwede ako tumahimik kapag kasama ko. Kasi pag nangyari na to, ibig sabihin nun sobrang comfortable ko na around you na lumilipad lipad na yun isip ko..kasama ka. haaay.=p

Would not be ashamed of the mushy things I tell him. ayos to. pero sana naman pare, wag mo nang ipagsasabi kasi parang ako yung mahihiya dun.hehe

Would not mind the fact that I have a blog for the whole world to read. wag kang KJ. I'm starting to enjoy this thing ha! pero I'd appreciate it more if you'd comment on my entries..hehe pakita ka lang interes. slight lang.=)

Would share to me his thoughts and feelings on random things. anything goes. ayos? pero don't expect na itatago kita sa mga pulis ha??hehe

Would try out the things I am interested in. videoke tayo!!hehehe

Would let me try out the things he is interested in. as long as it meets my standard of decency, I'm up for anything.=p

Would not be paranoid and think that I'm cheating on him if for example I wasn't able to text him for one whole day. I value my freedom. privacy. kaya wag kang makulit ha! pleeaase, wala na sana yun mga text na. "hi! musta na u? kumain na ba u?" "san na u? dito na me.."..hehe.=p

Would trust me completely. be my friend. that's all I ask of you.=)

ayan..so now? ayos ba yun wish list ko? Is it like wishing for a guy who's blue and green-eyed at the same time? parang practical magic?hehe

at least you know that I'm indeed wishing for someone. I do. sobra. pero I don't wish he'd come now. Maybe later on in life. but not NOW. I'll let you know when the time is right.hehe
kelan kaya yun? Di ko rin alam eh. baka bukas.hehe

Holy Week

2005-03-22T05:26:00.000-08:00

It's already Holy Week. But it doesn't feel like it's Holy Week.
I'm going home tomorrow. After 3 months.
So hindi nyo muna ko makikita sa blog ko..
I plan to make this week as holy as I can. It's the least I could do.
I will devote my time to the Lord. sobrang ang wala ko na kasing kwentang Katoliko.

2005-03-21T02:22:00.000-08:00

Putang ina.
napakadaling sabihin nito para sakin. hindi ko alam kung kelan ko eksato natutunang sabihin to..
hmm.. nagmumura narin ako nung hasykul pero syempre hindi sing grabe nung napunta ko sa UP.
yun tipong pag nagmura ko, mga 2 araw kong iniisip yun at pakiramdam ko para na kong pumatay ng tao.
tapos pag nagkumpisal na ko.. "Bless me father for I have sinned.", "anong mga kasalanan mo?"
"Nagmura po ako father kasi po nagulat ako.. pero isang beses lang po yun.."..may katapat na dasal na yun at pagakatapos nun, gagaan na ang pakiramdam ko..
Nung una, nakakakonsensya talaga..pero ngayon? tsk tsk..
ewan ko ba.. putang ina! nagsimulang lumala to dahil sa putang inang math17 na yan.sa sobrang frustration, unti- unti nang nagiging madali para sakin ang bigkasin ang mga salitang ito.. para kasing iba sa pakiramdam kapag nasasabi mo to eh..parang nakakaluwag sa dibdib.
Ang dating minsan, naging madalas na..
Ang dating nakakakonsensya, naging natural na..
tangina o!
pero alam ko, para sa marami ampangit pakinggan ng mga salitang ito..
lalo na't galing sa isang babaeng tulad ko.
inisip ko lang, ano bang masama dun?
para lang rin yan pagsasabi na "pare, ang galing mo!". "tang ina ka pare!"
o kaya.."ay, nadulas ako!" "putang ina!"
diba? eh bakit nagiging masama ang dating sa iba??
ang sagot: kasi yun ang dinidikta ng lipunan.
ambabaw diba?
hindi ba dapat ang mga salitang ito eh..arbitrary lang? (sensya naman, di ko alam tagalog nyan eh!)
yung damdamin na inilalapat mo sa salita ang nagbibigay ng kahulugan dito.
so pag sinabi mo bang, "tang-ina, mahal kita eh!".. masama parin ba yun?? o kaya "tang-ina pasado ako!!"
kahit may isang magandang emosyon ang nagtulak para banggitin ang salitang yun?
eto pa..
bakit nga parang "hindi tama" na nagmumura ang mga babae?
unbecoming raw. hindi bagay.
tang ina! ang ibig ba nung sabihin eh yung pagmumura ay isang bagay na pwedeng gawin ng mga lalake pero hindi ng mga babae?
tang-ina yung mga nagsasabi nyan!!
pero..
isa parin to sa mga ugali na gusto ko nang alisin sa sistema ko.. hindi dahil gusto kong umayon sa depinisyon ng kasulukuyang panahon ng pagiging babae kundi dahil ayoko nang magmura..
walang ibang malalim na dahilan.
naalala ko tuloy nung unang sembreak ko. umuwi ako ng probinsya..
hindi ko alam kung saan kami galing ng tatay ko pero nung pauwi na sabi ko "daddy, ako'ng magddrive!"
binigay ni daddy yun susi.
eh di drive. drive. drive. ansaya eh..
nung paliko na kami sa may kanto sa may tapat ng sementeryo, nagsignal naman ako ha!
may nag-cut sakin!! napasambulat tuloy ako ng pagkatunug-tunog na "putang inang yun ah!!!!!"..
huli na nang mapagtanto kong tatay ko pala ang kasama ko.
at hindi pwedeng magmura sa harap nya.
natawa tuloy ako sa itsura ng daddy ko..wehehe
ang bunso nyang babae?? daig pa sya sa pagmumura??hehe
nakakatawa talaga.
alam ko na ang mga susunod na pangyayari..
simula dun sa kantong yun hanggang sa makarating kami sa bahay, sinesermonan ako ng tatay ko..
"yan ba natututunan mo sa UP?" "napunta ka lang ng maynila, nagmumura ka na!" "para kang hindi babae.."
natatawa lang ako kasi sobrang nadulas ako!hehe
pero ayos lang.
siguro nga, ang pagmumura ay parte ng kulurang UP. isa to sa mga bagay na hindi ko namalayan eh naitatak na pala sakin ng Unibersidad.
na sinusubukan ko nang alisin sa sistema ko.
inuulit ko, hindi dahil yun ang gusto ng iba kundi dahil
yun ang gusto ko..
pero alam kong mahirap gawin to lalo na't nakasanayan ko na.
pero putang-ina!! gagawin ko talaga!!!

2005-03-18T23:30:00.000-08:00

astig ren..=p especially the part when he said "this is what makes falling in love so damn hard!!" or something like that..hehe..

Get that Hitch!!

2005-03-18T22:34:00.000-08:00

I saw it last Monday with my friends, sila PJ,Loloy tsaka si Rose Ann..
Personally, I think it's ok.hehe ok lang.. maganda, pero hindi sobra..
it's the kind of movie that you laugh at and enjoy while you're watching it but is never talked about once you leave the movie house.

Will Smith plays "Hitch" (Alex Hitchens), a "date doctor" who helps men to get the women they love to fall for them.
Actually, it's also kind of sweet kasi you'll see men doing everything to be liked by the women they love.
But t's also kind of frustrating because it gives the impression that there are just "moves" which can be learned by men to sweep women off their feet.
haha! I'm not being a sexist here ha! kaya lang, if you think about it.. parang ang babaw naman ng tingin sa mga babae.. kasi parang it's so easy to manipulate a woman's feelings.
and isn't it scary to know that there is a person like Hitch who specializes in making women fall for certain men?
kasi ang idea ni Hitch is: make a woman fall for any man at any time. just 3 dates.
I personally think it's degrading to an extent for us, women.. ibig sabihin nun, may "guru" na kahit sinong babae ang gusto nyang main-love sa kanya eh magagawa nya kasi nga he knows women better than they know themselves.

haha.. I don't want to burst anyone's bubble ok? I'm just expressing my thoughts.
I personally enjoyed the movie anyway..hehe
kasi cute naman eh..=p
the scenes were very funny lalo na yun part na nagtuturuan si Hitch tsaka si Albert ng mga moves.
tsaka that you-go-90-i-go-10 scene!!! sobrang nakakatawa!!!hehe
hmm.. makes me think.hahaha! ganun ba talaga yun??=p
pero in fairness, yung mga diskarte talaga ni hitch feeling ko effective..cheeze!!
parang if I were the girl, kikiligin rin ako..=p
plus the fact that Will Smith is really charming.
If you want a decent laugh, this is the movie for you.=p
Kasi ako, I really love watching romantic-comedy films..hehe
para justified yung pagka-cheezy nya kasi nga comedy naman..nyahaha!!=p

tsaka masaya talaga kasama mga PE friends ko.
sayang hindi nakasama si Michael..=( tsaka si Mark..
pero sobrang saya talaga kasama ng mga taong to..
mamimiss ko ata kayo..wahaha! cheeze.=p
sana maging classmates talaga tayo sa summer!
yun lang..magbblog ulit ako mamaya!! =p

mga sablay one-liners!!

2005-03-17T01:24:00.000-08:00

ang cute nito!! galing sa yahoogroups.=) mga sablay one-liners!!!hehehe
parang its like!!haha!=) haay, I could really use a good laugh this week..=p
parang its' like the best things which are free!=p

"Well well well. Look do we have here!"
"It's a no-win-win situation."
"Burn the bridge when you get there."
"Anulled and void."
"Mute and academic."
"C'mon let's join us!"
"If worse comes to shove."
"Are you joking my leg?"
"It's not my problem anymore, it's your problem anymore."
"You can never can tell."
"Been there, been that."
"Forget it about it."
"Give him the benefit of the daw."
"It's a blessing in the sky."
"Right there and right then."
"Where'd you came from?"
"Take things first at a time."
"You're barking at the wrong dog."
"You want to have your cake and bake it too."
"First and for all."
"Now and there."
"I'm only human nature."
"The sky's the langit."
"That's what I'm talking about it."
"One of these days is not like the other."
"So far, so good, so far."
"Time is of the elements."
"In the wink of an eye."
"The feeling is actual."
"For all intense and purposes."
"I ran into some errands."
"Hi. I'm , what's yours?"
"What is the world is coming to?"
"What is the next that is?"
"Get the most of both worlds."
"Bahala na sila sa mga batman nila."
"Whatever you say so."
"Base-to-base casis."
"My answers have been prayered."
"Please me alone!"
'It's as brand as new."
"So... what's a beautiful girl like you?...."
"I can't take it anymore of this!"
"Are you sure ka na ba?"
"Can't you just cut me some slacks?"

ETO PA....
1. I couldn't care a damn!
2. What's your next class before this? (ANO DAW???!!!)
3. Nothing in this world is perfect except the word "change"
4. Can you repeat that for the second time around once more from the top? (ulitin natin hanggang mamatay tayo!)
5. My dad brought home a lot of hand-me-downs! (Translation: Damingpasalubong ng tatay ko.)
6. Standard and Chartered Bank
7. I'm very iterated!!! (transalation: galit sya! haha!)
8. I'm sorry, my boss just passed away. (translation: kakadaan lang ngboss nya.)
9. Hello, my boss is out of town. Would you like to wait?
10. What happened after the erection of Mayon Volcano?
11. Don't touch me not!
12. Hello?... For a while, please hang yourself...
13. Its spilled milk under the bridge.
14. Don't change anything! Keep it at ease.
15. Hello McDo? Mag-i-inquire lang ako kung magkano ang kidney meal?(yung pang-batang pagkain)
16. You!!! You're not a boy anymore! You're a man anymore! (coach?!coach?!)
17. Out of fit ako these days eh... (translation: di syanakakapag-exercise)
18. Come, lets join us!
19. Bring down the house down!
20. I'm the world champion of the World!!!
21. Beneath the Belt!
22. Rule of Hand... (thumb yata ibig sabihin...)
23. Can you repeat it once again?
24. Mukhang haggard-looking.
25. Do you have more brighter ideas?
26. Halatang obvious naman yata.

saya no?? sabi ko naman eh..=p

I know..I know..

2005-03-17T01:00:00.000-08:00

sabi ko nga diba? hindi ako magbblog?hehe ansaya kasi ngayon eh. wala lang.. kundi lang ako puyat at drained, magkaka part2 na sana yung it must be the weather..wehehe
Natutuwa ako sa Polsci150 ko..
I prepared for my report kanina, about congressional committees tsaka may case analysis: Anti-Rape Law
I made a powerpoint presentation na hindi ko naman nagamit kasi hindi availbale yung pinareserve naming PC tsaka LCD!! badtrip diba?
buti nalang, I also prepared handouts so manual nalang..hehe
akala ko sasablay ako, pero Thank God! (thanks talaga!!), naging maayos ang lahat.. at least yun ang tingin ni sir..labo nga eh.=p

I practically did nothing! Very minimal yun input ko sa report. I basically read the whole article.hehe
but of course, i searched naman kahit paano.. pero nagbasa lang talaga ko! tapos medyo inaatake pa ko ng kaba kaya nabubulol bulol pa ko..wehehe
sabi ni Sir Rye.."Relax, you're doing great (great ba yun o good? basta ganun.).." syempre, humaba naman ang hair ko..ehehe.=p

tapos tuloy lang sa report, na minamadali ko na kasi I want it to be finished na.. medyo hoarse narin yun voice ko kasi puyat nga ako this week.. eh halos 1 hour narin ako nagsasalita.. actually, mabilis lang yun report ko if Sir Rye would only stop butting in.. eh lang magagawa eh.. dami talaga commercials.=p

Tapos tinapos ko na.. sabi ko.." as a conclusion, so long as Congress uses the congressional committee system, it will continue to assume great powers for indeed, working through Congress is working through committees." whew.tapos na rin!

Nawindang ang mundo ko nung sinabi ni Sir na "ok..very good! I think we should give her a hand for that!" tapos palakpakan!
ha??? ano raw?
sabi pa ni sir "didn't she explain it very well? so did you get it?..yada..yada."
wow. nagulat talaga ako..hehe
Si Sir Rye talaga..=p
pero in fairness, it made my day.=)
babaw ko no?
eh ganun eh.=p

Who says you can't blog on finals week??

2005-03-15T10:14:00.000-08:00

onga?? hehe.. but I promised myself I won't go online this week..kasi nga andaming gagawin. Pero I gave in to temptation. haay, talk about self-discipline..
hmm.. ano yun?wehehe..=p

But it's ok. At least, I finished studying before I went online.. ha! buti nalang mabagal magkonek ang ISP..hehe.=)
Nagalarm ako ng 11pm.. kasi hindi na ko nagffunction ng maayos because of staying up late this past weeks. hindi ako nagising ng 11.. ha! surprised?hehe Thanks to PJ, nagising ako sa text ..hehe weird no?

Anyways, I drank coffee which happens like once every finals week? hehe
hmm.. I could feel caffeine running through my veins..haha! bangenge na naman ako nito mamaya..=)

I couldn't think of anything sensible to write..

By the way, I saw Hitch na! with my PE friends.=) tska nalang ako gagawa ng movie review about it ok? after the finals' wave..hehe

sige na nga, it's almost 3 am na.. may experiment pa ko sa Psych bukas.. maccomplete ko na ang 4 hrs!!! yipee!=)

promise, di nyo muna ko magbblog this week! papangatawanan ko na to this time.. promise!!hehe

im a vampire already.=p

2005-03-13T08:29:00.000-08:00

I'm beginning to like this circadian rhythm huh..=p hindi na ko inaantok eh, im getting used to it..=)
I'm still up because I need to finish this darn report on Artstud.. grabe, I didn't know that a GE could be this time-demanding. I took this course because I thought that this is one subject that I could take for granted, kasi medyo bigatin na mga majors ko..
but no, mali ako!hehe
hmm.. siguro dahil yun sa prof na nakuha ko.. ang OC kasi ni maam..

kaya eto, inuumaga sa report! habang nanonood ng Mulawin marathon..hehehe yun pala yung nangyari sa simula..haha!=p

sige, yun lang.. Mamaya ay last meeting na namin sa PE.. itotodo ko na to..haha! as if..=p
ni hindi ko man lang nakilala yun teacher namin eh..hehe pero ayos lang..=p basta wag nya ko ibabagsak..
hindi ko na makikita yun 2 mag jowa na ginagawang lovers' lane ang bowling lanes.=p

hmm.. medyo inaantok na ko.. sila Alwina naman kasi eh..hehe
sige na nga, lipad na ko..=p
sana maganda ang dream ko this stime..=p

to wake up in the middle of the night..

2005-03-12T08:23:00.000-08:00

I went to bed at 8.30.. and I'm already up?
I don't know why I woke up, I just did.. then there's this very strong urge to go online..at 12.30 am..hehe

something's telling me that a very special person is online now..wehehe. hindi naman pala.. its ok.. so my instincts failed me. it rarely happens...hehe anyways..=p

wait.. Is it just our PC or is Friendster not working well..again..for the nth time..?
testis are gone, profiles are not updated..haha! so much for background-searching!hehe.=p
kainis! kung kelan may gusto akong tingnan na testi eh!

anyway, sige na nga.. since wala naman pala ang hinahanap ko..(with coke commercial's andyan lang andyan lang in the background..hehe).. eh nasaan nga! wala nga eh!

12.48.. and I have to wake up early tomorrow..err..later kasi Sunday.

ano? matutulog na ba ako? o hindi? hindi ako inaantok eh pero I know that I have to get some sleep..
anlaki ba ng problem ko?wehehe

alam mo yun? you don't feel like doing things but you know that you'll have to do them anyway?hehe

sige na nga, tulog na ko.. haggardness na nmaan yo bukas eh!
good morning Philippines!=p

Critical thinkers! see this!

2005-03-12T01:54:00.000-08:00

For the brightest minds in the College of Social Sciences and Philosophy(hehehe..peace sa ibang departments..=p): add nyo yun friendster account ng batch natin! syempre gawa ni huggable and lovable Popo!=p
PSBatchOwseven yun name.. search nyo nalang..=)

pahiram Pao.=p

I shall not help crucify mankind upon a cross of gold.
I shall not aid in pressing down upon the bleeding
brow of labor this crown of thorns
--------William Jennings Bryan
The country of every man is where he lives best
---------Aristophanes (Plutus)
Reason is a light that God has kindled in the soul.
---------Aristotle
Man cannot govern without God.
----------George Washington
POGI, GANDA at in between
LAKAS MANGHAMPAS AT AYAW MAGSALITA
KIKAY KATIPUNAN ONE-LINERS
PROFESSOR LOOK-ALIKES
MGA NAG-UUNUHANG MGA GWA
MGA MUKHANG MATURE AT MUKHANG TSIKITING
MGA PUNKISTA, POP ICONS at MGA SENTI ROMANTICS
MGA GENTLE GIANTS, MEGAPHONE VOICES
MGA TORPE, MGA PALABAN, MGA TAHIMIK NA TUBO
MGA PALA-ISMILE, MGA MATARAY (pag gising),
MGA NO REACTION (pag shocked sa concepts)
ANG GANDA NG MIX ANO?NO WE"RE NOT ANGELS, BUT WE'RE JUST AS LOVEABLE

UP Political Science batch 2007 .

We argue that our batch will not be known for its material and superficial character. What this batch will strive to become are the following:
Agents of change leading to unquestionable progress. Status quo is not the highlight of our show

Beacons of a country that calls for competitive professionals and volunteers in her attempt to rise from the ashes of the past

Authorities of academic learning and research---finding the most relevant issues of our time and finding the right alternatives to be acted upon

Rational beings bound by a stronger force at work, batch 07 clings to that great and loving force who is GOD to some, an invisible force to the non-believer.

Dami na naming pinagdaanan...issues...love life...acads...at marami pang darating...pero sa lahat sama-sama tayong magdaramayan sa Mang Jimmy's katapat ang creamy SISIG!

2005-03-12T01:52:00.000-08:00

ang mga pinakamagaganda sa Dept.. haha! magreact kayo kung wala kayo dyan!harhar!=p Up fair.. feb 15.

2005-03-12T01:50:00.000-08:00

anlinaw no?hehe kila Mang Jimmy's yan.. bday nila Farrah tsaka ni Pao

2005-03-12T01:48:00.000-08:00

pinopromote ko lang ang friendster account ng polsci batch03!=) galeria 3 ba pao?hehe ng FC..=p

Public service- some people are just not worth it.

2005-03-12T00:27:00.000-08:00

Tapos na!!
at long last, tapos na ang CWTS namin! naiyak pa ko nung umalis kami ng North Tri kanina eh..haha!=p
pero pinaka grabe rin yun ginawa namin kanina.. naglinis kami ng estero sa buong Kilyawan! (yun community namin.)
akala ko hindi ko kakayanin eh. Hmm.. this experience made me realize one thing: hindi pala ako maarte..hehe.=)
biruin nyo naman, excuse me lang sa kumakain ha, estero yun.kanal.kung anu-anong living and non-living organisms ang nandun..=p
ako pa yung nagrrake tsaka nagwawalis, tsaka nagddust pan tsaka kung anik-anik pa..
pero in fairness to my groupmates, lahat talaga kami gumawa.. eh kasi naman walang maasahan.
Sabi nung community leader, hindi raw problema yung volunteers, tapos wala pala! haay.

It's kind of frustrating kasi while we were cleaning (note: hindi lang po kanal, practically the whole community), the residents there, mga tambay to be exact, eh nakatingin lang samin..
duh?? community nila yun tapos wala man lang initiative na tulungan kami?
tapos some of them were even picking on us!
para kasing ang dating eh, it was all for a show. na we're obliged to do it kasi required.
totoo naman. pero the fact that may ginagawa kami that will benefit them, eh hindi pa ba sapat yun para maappreciate nila kami??
hindi naman namin responsibilty yun community eh!
we could even fake the whole thing and work on a report nalang diba?
o kaya naman, mag tutor nalang kami.. like what most of the other groups did.
pero kasi inisp rin namin yung project na kelangan nila..
eto ang totoo: contrary to impression, hindi mahirap na community ang north tri.. lalo na yun samin? halos lahat ng bata eh nagaaral!
kaya inisip namin na hindi na kelangan ng tutorials.

grabe talaga.. tapos may mga nagnguuto pa na nagsasabi na," wow..ang sipag naman", "galing naman nila"..
please! don't pull my leg!
yun iba nga nagiinuman pa.. at 12 noon!!
may magooffer nga ng tulong, ang mamalisyoso naman! gets? tsk tsk..
tapos yun pinkamaduduming kanal pa eh yung mga nasa tabi ng bahay! hinahayaan nila na mag build-up yun dumi dun tsaka sila magrereklamo na nagkakasakit sila??
hindi sila helpless no? they're hopeless..=(

now i understand, we shouldn't blame the public servants alone.sabi nga, it takes two to tango.
We shouldn't depend on others for our betterment. We have to strive on our own. Work on initiatives.
Paano mo tutulungan ang isang komunidad na wala man lang pagsisikap na tulungan ang kanilang mga sarili??
Ang problema kasi, kapag may mga tao na nagpakita ng interes na tulungan tayo, there is a tendecy to totally depend on them.
Hindi dapat ganun..

Sana lang, umunlad ang community namin sa North Tri. Kahit gaano pa kaganda ang mga plano ng gobyerno para sa ikauunlad ng lugar nila, kung walang effort sa part ng mga naninirahan dun, wala ring silbi.

I am just glad that it's over.

2005-03-11T02:39:00.000-08:00

We have a new set of officers!! We had our elections yesterday and here are the results..

President: yakie s. natividad
VP for External Affairs: cecille e. sebastian
VP for Internal Affairs: von allen ross n. medina
VP for Academic Affairs: nina nonette p. diansuy
VP for Publicity: narlyn g. alcantara
-VP for Special Events: carmela patricia o. arcangel
VP for Records and Finance: xenia marie b. germino

congrats!! Tapos nag treat si Ate Yakie kay Mang Jimmy's kasi birthday rin nya kahapon.=p I went home mga around 10.30.. kasi kumain pa kami ng cake sa may ilang..hehe

so yun. ansaya ko kahapon. masaya kasi pag kasama ko mga orgamtes ko, nawawalan nga lang ako ng boses pero masaya talaga.=)

pero today, nababad trip ako.
Ang baba ko sa econ, actually lahat naman kami. I expected this naman kasi I didn't prepare for the exam.=(

Anyways, kanina nasa beach house kami ni Alain. Grabe, alain's really one of the nicest guys in UP!hehe
Actually, medyo alam ko na to kasi lagi ko tong inaasar. Alam ko hindi ako effective na mangasar pero kahit na! kahit kelan di pa to nagalit sakin.. kahit minsan alam ko na medyo "below the belt" na ang mga hirit ko..hehe alam nya yun.=p
pero kanina ko lang narealize kung gaano sya kabait! tsk tsk.. kaya maraming naghahabol dun eh!hehe

yun.. nawindang rin ako sa 160 .. isa na nga lang lesson namin sa sem na to, di ko pa ba magegets??

haay, at bukas ay maglilinis kami ng estero!! wow! good luck sakin!

above all these.. nagguilty ako! like hell!! libing ng dad ng bestfriend ko sa sunday at hindi man lang ako nakadalaw?? I know what you're thinking, ang wala kong kwenta diba??? naiiyak nga ako eh kasi my besftriend needs me now more than ever tapos ano? hindi ko man lang madamayan yung kaibigan ko..='( iba parin syempre yung physically present ako diba? sa mga pagkakataon na ganito ko nahihiling na sana hindi ganun kalayo ang Nueva Ecija..=( na pwede sana ko umuwi ng 9am at makabalik ng 12pm.=( hindi eh..
kanina lang daw dumating sa bahay yun body, bukas rin ng gabi uwi ng bestfriend ko.. tapos ililibing agad sa sunday..
sorry talaga kae.. I don't know if I'm still worthy of her friendship..=( nakokonsyensya talaga ko..
alam ko kasi walang pwedeng dahilan dun.. kahit gaano pa kabigat dahilan ko.. It's never a justification.=(

yun lang. It's not my lucky day today.=(

random thoughts

2005-03-09T08:08:00.000-08:00

I woke up mga 9.30 kanina. I'm supposed to be doing a LOT of things today pero pagkagising ko, online agad.. di pa nga naghihilamos eh..eew.=p
medyo bangenge pa ko nung nag log-in ako sa YM, tapos medyo nagising ako nung nakita ko kung sinong online.. online sya.
So what? antagal narin naming hindi nagcchat.. tsaka kahit naman nagcchat kami, wala lang rin naman. so what? so yun.. deadma nalang though medyo nalungkot naman ako na nag log-out na sya.. hello? eh hindi ka nga ata nya kilala eh..pero nagkita kami kahapon..
so what?hehe

nag net ako hanggang mga 11.30 tapos sabi ko aral na ng konti.. hindi ako naglunch kasi hindi naman ako nagugutom.
paglapat palang ng likod ko sa kama, naramdaman ko na agad ang sandbags sa mata ko.. grabe, I'm only 3 hours awake tapos tulog na naman?!
nilabanan ko naman for 1 hour tapos I gave in.. syeet! never na ko nanalo sa antok! sabi ko gising ako ng 1 kasi punta ko ng skul.. guess what time ako nagising?? 4 pm na! good luck diba?=)
actually, nagising rin ako ng 1 tsaka ng 2.30.. pero ang alam ko kasi ang ganda ng panaginip ko eh.. kaya bumabalik lang ako sa tulog.=)
nakapagaral naman ako ulit ng konti..kasi may debate at exam ako bukas.. so good luck talga.

tapos yun lang.. ang laki nung saging na kinain namin kanina..hehe wala lang, gusto ko lang sabihin..=)

natutuwa ako sa word na chorva..hehe lahat ng taong nakakausap ko kahapon, sinasabi yan..=)

at ngayon..12.30 ng umaga pero di parin ako inaantok..matulog kasi ng maghapon eh! sinong di masisira ang sistema? dadami na naman pimples ko nito eh!

aah..nakakalungkot pala.. bukas, i mean mamaya pala ay second to the last meeting na namin sa PE.. kakalungkot..kasi nagsstart palang ako na maenjoy yun PE.. kasi nagsstart palang akong pumasa..hehe

taka I love the people there.. naks! love daw o?hehe

pero ayos lang yan.. may lakad ulit kami sa monday..siguradong masaya yun.=)

sabi ko naman sa title ko diba? random thoughts kasi nga andaming pumapasok sa isip ko na di naman kunek-konek..hehe in short.. disjunct ako!!haha! yezz, may term na kong natatandaan sa artstud.. uno na yan!haha!=)

namimiss ko pala si Clarc..wala lang.. kasi last sem, classmate ko sya sa lahat ng subjects ko.. nagyon kahit isa hindi.. sa CWTS lang na hindi ko naman pinapasukan..=(

may isa kong crush na hindi ko na crush ngayon.. kasi ang ere na nya.
dati kasi, yun isa kong friend kelangang gumawa ng top 15 most crushable polsci majors,ako yun nagsagot nung iba..
syempre sya yung number 1 ko..cheeze!=p
tapos nakita ko rin yun mga sagot nung iba, puro nga sya.. crushable nga ata talaga!
akala ko pa naman weird ang taste ko.. di pala..hehe

tapos ngayon feeling ko, ang lakas na ng dating nya.. feeling na masyado..

yun,kaya wala na kong chorva sa kanya..haha! ilan nalang ang crushes ko? hmm.. lemme think:
1 sa dep't
2 sa college, excluded na yun nasa dept; clues: pareho lang yang 2 na yan ng dept..haha! andali na nyan ha!
2 sa university; clue: yung isa, frend nung isa sa college. yun isa.. hmm.. malapit narin mawala sa list yun isa.=)

ayan.. nahulaan nyo ba? yun sa dept, i bet walang makakahula nito! hehe alam ko may maiisip sila, pero ako na nagsasabi.. hindi sya!!

yun 2 sa college, pareho kong friends.. na may malisya pala ko?hehehe.. ingat kayo!cheeze!=) pero yun isa di ko na masyado nakakausap.. di tulad ng dati.=)

lahat ng crushes ko sa college, hindi nila alam na may "thing" ako sa kanila, kasi nga mga friends ko..=)

yun sa university level, alam ng lahat na crush ko to.. yun isa kasi classmate ko pa ngayon.=)

sige na.. aral ulit ako ng konti.. bye.

kantahan tayo!

2005-03-09T07:17:00.000-08:00

I don't usually post song lyrics but i liked this song the first time I heard it.. just thought of sharing it with you.

"True"

Ryan Cabrera

I won't talk

I won't breathe

I won't move till you finally see

That you belong to me

You might think I don't look

But deep inside

In the corner of my mind

I'm attached to you

I'm weak

It's true

Cuz I'm afraid to know the answers

Do you want me too?

Cuz my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life

To cross this line

To the only thing that's true

So I will not hide

It's time to try

Anything to be with you

All my life I've waited

This is true

You don't know what to do

Every time you walk into the room

I'm afraid to move

I'm weak

It's true

I'm just scared to know the ending

Do you see me too?

Do you even know you met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line

To the only thing that's true

So I will not hide

It's time to try anything to be with you

All my life I've waited

This is true

I know when I go I'll be on my way to you

The way that's true

I've waited all my life to cross this line

To the only thing that's true

So I will not hide

It's time to try anything to be with you

All my life I've waited

This is true

2005-03-08T05:16:00.000-08:00

Hmm.. nasa UP na ng 8.30 pero wala namang class na pinasukan..hehe yan ang model student!
naghahabol ng paper sa polsci kaya di na pumasok ng geol..2 na ko natulog no??
umattend ng experiment sa psych.. cheeze! may 30 mins na ako.. at least!=)
natapos ng 9 yun experiment.. pumunta ng econ tapos wala naman palang papasok kasi naghahabol nga ng paper ang mga tao..
nasolo ko tuloy si Louie!haha jokes.
nagkita kami nila grai pagkapass ng paper..
parang magnet na nagdikit dikit ang mga magaganda sa dept..;) at kumain ng something malagkit na dala ni Farrah..hehe

tapos yun palang hinihintay ko na class at 4 eh wala naman pla.. so dapat umuwi na ko diba?
but no, itong si grace eh kung san san pa ko hinila!!
naglunch kami sa beach house..ansarap kumain!hehe
dumaan siya sa harap namin..
ang gwapo nya talaga.. para sakin..hehe sabi kasi nila di naman daw..
o anyways, basta yun lang..
meeting de avance sa org kanina..
good luck sa mga candidates!!

nakakatamad mag blog today..soree..hehe

University of the Philippines Vocal Ensemble

2005-03-07T06:05:00.000-08:00

I am finally a bona fide member of the University of the Philippines Vocal Ensemble! yaahooo!=)
A year of vigorous and tough training paid off. Whew! Ansarap ng feeling.=p

Ambilis nga ng mga pangyayari eh..
Ganito kasi yun:
The interview with the trainees was scheduled last Feb 16. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to come because I had a fever then (galing kami nila grai sa fair nung 15), so ako pang batch head ang hindi nainterview..kakahiya ako no?

Anyways, kanina naman yun election ng officers for the school year 05-06, eh nagdeliberate sila Sir Raul kung sino na yun magiging mems. so yun iba kong co-trainees, mem na sila.. ako, kulang pa ng requirements since di pa nga ako nainterview. So tinanong ni sir kung ano raw gagawin sakin..hehe tapos the other members, sa pangunguna ni kuya bene insisted that I be interviewed. So yun na nga.

Syempre I can't share with you anymore what went through during the interview pero one thing I can say, it wasn't what I expected. pero it's still fun! lalo na yung mane thing..hehehe

Tapos we had our elections, these are the results:
President: Rosanne
VP for internals: Maureen.=p
VP for externals: Angel
Treasurer: Julius
Costume Custodian:Frances
assts.: Jael and Bene
Librarians: Mimay, Loc and Julius
Section leaders:
soprano- Ate Jewel
alto- Rosanne
tenor- Julius
bass- Arjay
Asst. Conductor: Arjay

yezz naman, I won't deny that I'm happy to be chosen as the VP for internals. The fact that they trusted me and believed that I can be an effective officer is overwhelming. trainee lang ako tapos kanina lang ako naging member tapos I was elected agad..flattering diba?
I'm not sure if I can equal the performances of the past VPs pero one thing I'm certain of, I will give it my best! naks!=p

mahal ko na ang korong ito, nandito ang puso ko..=)
Kanina, I was asked where VE is in my priorities. irank ko raw eh..
syempre, aside from my family.. top priority ko parin ang studies ko.. pangalawa na ang VE..pangatlo lang ang lovelife..haha! heard that? 3rd lang.. career muna bago love..hehe cheezy?=p

sana maging maganda ang performance ng VE this year.. matuloy na sana yung choir olympics na sasalihan namin sa China.. anlayo nun.. yun malapit muna.. summer getaway ng VE sa Puerto Galera!! bonding ito!! kahit di ako marunong magswim, go lang!hehe good luck!=p

by the way, if you happen to know anyone na pang choir ang voice, sali na sa VE!! wag itago ang ginintuang boses!! we're open for summer application!! text me @ 09155868446..

for the love of music!!

2005-03-04T03:17:00.000-08:00

whoa?! nagiging color blind na ako! puro pink nakikita ko??hehe.. ay hindi pala.. may naka green na extra sa likod..hehe=p taken at NEDA.

It must be the weather.

2005-03-04T01:41:00.000-08:00

don't you agree?
The weather today is nice!! I could almost sing "raindrops keep falling on my head.." or a more modern version "all i hear is raindrops fallinga from the rooftop..".haay, I love this kind of weather. nakaka..elate.=)
If I didn't have a meeting kanina, I would have walked Louie sa buong UP!hehe..
It's really nice to walk around kung ganito yun weather.. The rustling of leaves, the wind blowing my hair away, the cool air kissing my face..haay! sana ganito araw-araw!!
I was in such a good mood today, hindi ako masyadong hyper kasi ang calm nung feeling even though Farrah and I had a Geol exam.
Tapos I saw Louie, gentleman talaga si Louie..sinamahan nya ko sa AS lobby hanggang 12! We're not that close but Louie's one of my favorite batchmates..hehe lagi ko kasi tong inaasar.=p.. pakiss pare!haha!
He has a unique sense of humor. Mga simple lang ang hirit pero panalo talaga.=)

Syempre we talked about lovelife. yun sa kanya syempre kasi wala naman ako nyan eh..haha! bitter? no way.=p
Nakakatuwa, sobrang sikat ng girlfriend ni Louie sa Dep't. Sabi ko nga kay Louie, palipatin nya ng UP tapos patakbuhin nya ng Dep't rep.tyak mananalo yun..hehe.

Louie asked me something that had me thinking really hard. pero hindi math equation syempre..hehe
Nawindang ata si Louie nung sinabi ko na never been ako..haha! never been..where?nyehehe! never been anything.=) technically. basta, ganun..

He asked me if I ever wished to have somebody..to actually be with someone. nahirapan ako sa tanong na yun.=p
Technically speaking, I had been with someone. Everyone in highschool knows about the shortest lived relationship that I had. pero have been with someone i truly wanted to be with?.. hindi ko alam.

Almost..maybe that's the word. He was already there but before things fell into place, he was gone.
It's been too long since I talked about this. A very very few people in college know about this thing in my life. Si Rania lang ata tsaka si Clarc.
But when I was asked this question parang na time warp ako into that stage of my life again. It must be the weather.hehe
I'll let you in a secret. He is the reason why I love this kind of weather. Many memorable moments in my life with him happened na ganito yun panahon. Cheezy huh? I know.=p

I don't think about him anymore. actually, hindi na nga eh. ngayon lang ulit. I don't think about whatcouldhavebeens anymore.I don't check his friendster account anymore.. at least not as often as I used to.=p
I don't get too excited anymore when he sends me messages. I don't open that box anymore. Now, more than ever, I can honestly say that I have moved on. yezz naman.hehe.=)

I still wish him well. I still hope for his safety in that foreign alien land. I still wish he does not have that slang. sampalin ko sya kung inglisin nya ko ng may slang.hehe
See, I can joke about it already! The it-which-should-not-be-brought-up topic became easy for me to talk about now, though I'd rather not talk about it.hehe.=)

If there's one thing I learned in that part of my life, it would be the art of letting go..completely.
You can never expect people to be there forever.
Some people are meant to stay with me. This one's not.
It's the truth, and so I accepted it.
I've let go and believe me, it made me happier.=)

hahaha..natatawa ako.. talk about mau and being mushy! kaya ko pala eh..hehe.parang peyups article eh.=)
It must be the weather.=p
Don't you agree?hehe

ang ibong adarna

2005-03-03T01:53:00.000-08:00

malaking problema..minamalat ang ibong adarna

lagi na kasing nagkakasakit ang mahal na hari dahil sa matanda na rin ito..

kaya napapasabak ang ibon sa matinding kantahan..

pero minsan napapagod rin ang adarna.. lalo na sa pakikipaghuntahan nito sa mga kapwa ibon na mahilig sa politika at mga kababayan sa probinsya..

napupuyat rin sya sa kakahintay kung magpapahatid ba sa kanya ng mensahe ang pinakamamahal nyang si Prinsipe Juan...

malamig rin sa kanyang hawla..

at balita ko, kumain pa sya kanina ng frosty sa wendy's..

paano na yan? anong mangyayari sa kaharian kung hindi na makaawit ang ibong adarna?

hindi maaari ito..

tulungan natin ang ibong adarna! lagi nalang sya ang nagpapagaling.. ngayon, pagakakataon natin para tumulong!

kelangan ng kaharian ang ibong adarna.. kailangan nilang marinig ang magandang tinig nito..

kung may alam kayong lunas sa pagka paos.. lingon kayo sa kanan.. at magiwan ng mensahe sa kwadradong pangdaldalan..(ika nga eh, chatterbox..hehe)

Whatta day!!

2005-03-02T06:12:00.000-08:00

grabe! it was definitely a tiring day for me!! Nasa UP na ko ng 8 actually, pero call time is 8.30 so bumili muna ako ng food. I knew it was going to be a long day so I needed all the energy. I could feel the adrenaline rush, we were on a "race" kasi(my classmates wouldn't call it a race pero haller? we were dying to get there first? watdya call that?hehe).

Unfortunately, one of my groupmates, my very good friend Rania, wasn't able to make it on time (as usual..haha! peace ran! magccomment yan!hehe) due to traffic ba? basta! so yun.. that killed the enthusiasm that I felt to be there first.. pero ok lang ren kasi magaling si Celine so may sign paren kami at 10.12 kahit di pa kami complete!;)

Ang cute talaga namin ng mga groupmates ko!!haha! kasi we were all in pink! Hmm.. I'm wondering, sino kaya may idea na mag pink kami??hehe..;) wala lang, part kasi yun ng aming "presentation" but anyways, all's well that ends..ends yun lang..haha!

Ansaya nung sa NEDA, the speaker was soo cool! at his age ha?hehe. Basta, the orientation was so informative lalo na yung open forum, galing talaga ng Polsci!! ayos yun mga hirit ng mga classmates ko!

Eto yun funny dun.. Nagkita kami ni Jasmin sa NEDA kanina! imagine? hindi nga kami nagkikita madalas nun sa province eh! sa Makati pa kami magkikita? galeng no?;) small world.

We left NEDA at 12.30.. tapos punta kami agad ng NSC which is in East Ave. o diba? balikan?hehe.. Anyway, it was also fun kasi nagcommute kami! tapos kasabay pa namin yun group na naka blue naman! para kaming models ng pink and blue soda!hehe tapos may kasama pa kaming 2 agents ng Forever Living Products..haha! pero si Ferdie talaga affiliated dun..hehe sshh.. secret yan ha! laglagan eh!;)

Syempre tao lang ren kami na nagugutom diba? kaya kebs nalang kung malate kami sa orientation! we ate at jabee!hehe.. eto pa! nagtagal pa kami sa may office dun. They won't let us in kasi they were checking our ids and stuff, we knew that we were the last group tapos ayaw pa kami papasukin. They told us to wait for others. eh kasi si Tonette naman walang sign so akala wala pa sa loob! eh hindi lang naman pala dala yung ID? Eventually, hinatid na rin kami sa conference hall. I don't know if it was my charm o talagang nakukulitan nalang sakin si Manong kaya hinatid na kami. Tingin nyo? It must be my charm..harhar!;)

medyo boring yung part ng orientation pero okay naman yung open forum..;) kasi may pa snack na jabee na naman!;)

tapos picture taking and stuff.. tapos nag commute na naman kami. Nag bus kami! ansaya!;) Si OJ kasi..hehe

Nasa UP ako ng 4.30. I went straight to PH116 kasi may formal interview yun mga apps namin sa UP ONE. I didn't want to miss it! First time ko pa naman sana magtataray! Unfortunately, wala si Ate Rouselle dun..walang makapag sungit! I was trying pero wala eh! hindi talaga ko convincing!hehe;) wala raw umiyak sa mga apps! ano ba yan! hina naman namin..hehe samantalang nung ako yung interviewee.. I was already on the verge of crying!! si ate Rouselle kasi nandun sakin eh!

So yun.. After that, punta kaming tambayan, tapos kwentuhan lang.. Hindi na ko naka rehearse kasi hindi parin ok yun voice ko..:( natatakot na nga ko eh.. antagal bumalik nung boses ko. tapos nag punta pa ko sa org, eh di mas nawala yun voice ko!! napapasabak kasi ako sa matinding daldalan eh.hehe

Nagdinner kami sa SM north, sa Kenny Rogers.. Ansaya talaga kausap ng mga orgmates ko. Nakakatawa si Ela, parang nung nag college kami mas naging pa girl ang lola ko ah?;) Hmm.. aiming to achieve that pwedeng-iharap-sa-magulang image?hehe tama si ate Rouselle, it's so old school.=p anyway, ayokong magcomment dyan kasi.. basta! ayoko nga eh!=)

tsaka ansaya ren, kasi nakauwi ako ng bahay ng walang binabayaran na pamasahe..ateeg! salamat Ate Frenz!hehe

O diba? it was a long day? sinong hindi mapapagod dyan?=p

at may exam pa ko on friday..

at hindi na naman ata ako makaka rehearse bukas..:( Lord!! help po! I need my voice! pleease..hehe)

By the way, congrats sa lahat ng nanalo sa USC at CSSP council! yey! nanalo si Viktor! I'm not happy na natalo si Tina although si Marco ang binoto ko..labo no? ganun eh..

syeet! nakakahiya kanina! I saw Jeff, yun candidate for USC councilor.. sabi ko.. Congrats!! tapos sabi nya talo pala sila.. syeet! kakahiya yun.. baka akala nya sarcastic ako! me and my big mouth!! anyway.. wala eh..hehe;)

inaantok na ko.bye.

Unfortunate but fun!!

2005-02-25T01:26:00.001-08:00

A series of Unfortunate events

I saw this movie last night with some friends. We were supposed to watch Constantine, pero dahil sa napanood na ni PJ yung movie ng apat na beses, pinagbigayn na namin.I never saw the trailer. I thought it was a suspense-thriller or some horror film.Kaya medyo nagulat ako kasi sabi ni Loloy pambata raw yun film.. sabi ko na nga ba eh.. basta si Loloy..hehe. Anyway, Jim Carrey starred in the movie so medyo pwede na.

It was a story about 3 children who suffered a series of unfortunate events..(there goes the title..haller?) but were able to surpass it because of their God-given extraordinary capabilities..hehe. Viloet, the older girl can make gadgets out of simple things. She was an inventor to be precised. Klows (not sure about the spelling), was a genius and have read books about anything..and everything. And Sunny, the cute lil girl could have made it to Guinness for her supernatural powers..hehe she can bite anything..even wood. Umikot lang yung movie sa habulan nung 3 bata at ni Jim Carrey.

It was ok but being the mask,ace ventura and bruce almighty fanatic that I am, I could say that it wasn't one of his best performances.There were of course, the usual face-making and other styles that are uniquely Jim's. pero.. basta! hindi ganoon kaganda.;) Kung hindi lang masaya kasama yun mga taong kasama ko, I wouldn't have enjoyed it that much.

Mas masaya pa nung nag arcade kami. Napa videoke tuloy ako..ahehehe.. minsan naman pakantahin nyo ko.haha! Ansaya nun, nagkalabsan tuloy ng sikreto!hehe andami ko palang classmates sa PE na mga divo at diva!hehe lalo na si Michael! haha.;) napakanta rin namin si Mark!yey!hehe.;)

I don't know why pero kasi usually, tahimik ako sa sinehan eh.. promise! tanungin nyo pa si Clarc na lagi kong sinsasaway pag dumadaldal sa movie preo last night! ang kulit ko ata talaga.. Kinukulit ko lang si Loloy tsaka si PJ.hehe
tsaka I was really sleepy!! nagkakape na kami nun ha!;) It was like watching a japanese film na walang subtitles.hehe kailangan pang i decipher ni Loloy yun mga pangyayari para maintindihan ko! tapos sobrang lamig pa!! mag nescafe freeze naman ba eh..;) by the way, we had our share of unfortunate events as well. Hindi ko alam kung sadyang jungaers yun mga kasama ko..hehe pero natapunan halos lahat ng kape sa shirt!hehe
actually pati naman ako. Good thing, i was wearing a red shirt. At least hindi sing obvious nung natapunan sa white shirt. diba? diba?hehe.;)
Unfortunate but fun..;) puro kasi freshie kasama ko..ay! namin pala ni Michael..hehe pero magakaka age lang kami.. repeater kasi yun 2..haha! peace.;)

It was a fun experience! total bonding! plus the new-found friction theory ni Loloy..haha! Ngayon ko lang nalaman yun eh, akala ko kasi dati pag nangyayari yun.. it was just the sparks..hahahaha! joke.;P
Hanggang ngayon ata tuloy parin yun series of unfortunate events para sakin! hindi natuloy yun field trip namin ng geol kanina kasi nasira yun sasakyan tapos pumunta kami ni fara ng kamia para maki open house pero uuwi nama pala si celine na pinuntahan namin..hehe unfortunate no?? pero fun..hahaha!;)

Sana maulit yun bonding moment na yun guys!;) at sana.. pumasa ako ng Duckpin..ehehe.;) minsan lang..;) Ituloy ang summer plans ha!;)

An extreme case of irresponsibility.

2005-02-23T05:18:00.000-08:00

It's the most awful thing i have ever seen!!!
We were supposed to have a CWTS group meeting so April and I were waiting in the lobby when Clarc came rushing in. "May fetus na nakita dun sa FC" .
f*ck.
ano raw?
"May nakitang fetus yung mga bata sa may FC. ngayon lang."

I knew it would be a horrible sight but i couldn't help myself so i asked Clarc and April to come see the of course..aborted fetus. There were already a number of people gathering around the place. April and Clarc didn't want to come close. I did. And it was indeed an awful sight!

They think it was already a 5-6 month old baby. I may not be that good in Biology but I know that it was already a baby. Its head was already proportional to its body. You can already see the toes and fingers. I think it was about 7-8 inches? or longer. It was of course curled up in a fetus position. Its ribcage was prominent already. and there were already hints of growing hair.By the way it was a she.

I could hear murmuring around me. Comments like, "Sayang naman.", "Dapat pinalaki nalang nila at binigay sakin" said one lady there.I couldn't think of anything then but the f*ckness (if there's such a term) of the parents. How irresponsible could they get?! Most importantly, why did the mother let it stay inside her that long just to kill it?? Syet, buhay na yun. The most upsetting thing about it is that why did they have to put it inside a Lactum can and just throw it at a crowded place?? Was it all for a show? They could have given it a decent burial, it was the least they could do. but they did not.
f*ck.
Clarc said soemone was already calling Imbestigador. It will be on national TV. I don't know if there's a person in his proper state of mind who would be able to take it in his conscience to see his baby on TV that way.
I promised myself once that I will try my best to understand people, no matter what their reasons are. but this is something that I will never understand, and will never give it a try. It was very inhumane. I don't think there's any justification to that.

I don't know if I'm just being too emotional. Actually, I am. But if you think of those who couldn't have a baby even if they wanted to, you'll know what I'm talking about.It was a bothering experience. I couldn't take the look of that child out of my mind. I might even dream of it.Sabi nung isang lalaki, tsinita daw eh. Maputi kasi yun bata.

Clarc was teasing me. "Ganyan Mau, kaya dapat magcondom." I don't want to think that I may have to go through that. I don't think I'd be able to do that.

I just wish that whoever is the mother of that baby, I hope.. well, I don't hope anything for her. I also know that It was a difficult decison. It should be. I pity the mother for going through the abortion but I can't say that I understand her. I still don't get it. I never will.

Talk about irresponsibility. Eto na yun.
F*ck.

What tomorrow might bring..

2005-02-21T20:34:00.000-08:00

"What Tomorrow might bring"

Sometimes people come into your life and you

know right away that they were meant to be there.

To serve some sort of purpose, to teach you a lesson, or

to help you figure out who you are or who you might want to become.

You never know who these people may be...possibly your roommate, neighbor,

co-worker, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger...

you know at the moment they will affect your life in some profound way.

Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first,

but in reflection you find that without overcoming these obstacles,

you would have never realized your potential, your strength, your willpower or heart.

Everything happens for a reason.

Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck.

Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity

all occur to test the limits of your soul.

Without these small tests, whatever they may be, l

ife would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere.

It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls

you experience, help to create who you are and who you become.

Even the bad experiences can be learned from.

In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones.

If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them,

for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious

when you open your heart.

If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you,

but because in a way they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes.

Make everyday count.

Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything

that you possible can, for you may never to experience it again.

Talk to people that you have never talked to before, and actually listen.

Let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high.

Hold you head up because you have every right to.

Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself,

for if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you.

You can make of your life anything you wish. Create your own life,

then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets.

Most importantly!!!!
If you LOVE someone, tell him or her,

for you never know what tomorrow might bring.

Nice no?;) i kind of liked this poem eh.. I have seen this in the net. A certain Karen wrote this.

Indeed, everything happens for a reason. I'd like to believe that whatever is happening in my life today will make me a better person tomorrow.

Good night!;)

was a very long night..

2005-02-20T03:28:00.000-08:00

Actually, it was a very long week for me- exams, papers, recitations. I was lucky I had the time to see Rivermaya last Tuesday at the UP Fair but that was the only break I had this week! nilagnat pa ko nung wednesday dahil dun.hehe

Pero last night was the night. My first time. It was the first time that I've gone 24 hours on my first term paper. haay..

Wala parin akong tulog kasi exam ko pa kahapon ng Econ tapos right after the exam, tuloy trabaho na kami sa paper. grabe no? Talk about killing yourself intellectually.hehe pero tulad ng lagi kong sinasabi, keri pa rin!;)

actually, nagkaroon nman kami ng break sa paper na to. Since two of my groupmates were supposed to do something else, nanood muna kami ng fair. unFAIR naman siguro na nagsasaya sila habang kami eh dumudugo ang utak diba?hehe

I was with Maeya and Gilbert, tapos sumabit si Oj..hehe. Masaya rin kasi sinamahan namin si OJ na nagpa hena.. pero we left early kasi nga may paper pa kami..

nasa narra kami from 10-12.. nagihihintay sa 2 pasaway na si malou tsaka si alain! 9 daw ang usapan ha?hehe sana lang nilinaw kung 2005 kami magmmeet diba?;) joke..nyehehe

Nagtataka talaga ako.. Andami talagang cute sa fair! Saang sulok ba ng campus nagattago yun mga tao na yun pag umaga? baka hindi taga UP..sayang!hehe

So, we officially started working at around 12:00 AM.. grabe.. walang tulugan talaga! pero ayos lang, the paper was worth the effort..naks!;)

I honestly enjoyed doing the paper..waah!! kahit na sobrang pahirap ang ginawa samin ng mga tao sa LTO, ok na..
I was blessed to be grouped with 4 other amazing people..nyahaha!

honestly, mamimiss ko kayo no? alam ko naman na namimiss nyo ko ngayon palang..hehe..;)
payo ko lang, next time na magkaka group tayo, hwag sana kayo mallate o kaya maagang aalis sa mga group meetings.. mahirap na yung.. napapagusapan ka..hahaha!;)

si Gilbert, Maeya, Malou at Alain ang mga kasama ko sa hirap, at sa hirap.. at sa hirap ng paper na to..hehe
andami kong narealize sa paggawa nito.. oh well, aside from the fact that the Philippine bureaucracy is indeed inefficient.. na realize ko na..

kapag matagal mo nang nakakasama yung tao, nababago talaga yun first impression mo..hehe. right malou? right?nyahaha.;) oy ha, pero in fairness na touch ako kay malou kasi nung natutulog na kaming lahat, sya lang yung gising at naglilinis ng bahay namin..hehe paggising nga namin, wala nang kalat, maduming pinggan tapos nakapagluto na ng pagkain, naayos na ang mga damit, napakain na ang mga aso, malinis na nag banyo, at may noche buena na!haha joke.;) pero totoo yun.. nanay na nanay talaga.;)

kahit pala gaano ka OC, nerd, geek (joke.hehe) ang isang tao.. doesnt mean that he doesn't live his life.. Gilbert taught me that..nyehehe.. na there will always be time para sa kamunduhan..hahaha!;) sadyang flirt tong si gilbert eh.. at magaling na imbentor..haha! ya know what i mean?;) tsaka hindi pwedeng hindi matulog itong si gilbert! ano ba yan? hindi pangmatagalan??hehe

there are people who do not actually like being touched..hehe. kasi maaattached ata sya..hehe.. sorry maeya!;) iba rin tumingin sa buhay tong si maeya.. kaya masaya syang kausap kasi andaming bago sa mg pananaw nya. nakakagulat..;)

at syempre.. si alain.. andami kong nalaman sa buhay dahil kay alain, sa kanilang dalawa ni gilbert..hehe pinakamahalaga, you have to respect other people's you know..;) tsaka si alain kasi.. maraming alam sa buhay at sa mundong ibabaw..haha!;) eto lang.. hindi talaga marunong magluto si alain..kunwari lang yun..walang lasa ang itlog pare..hehe.;) mamimiss ko pala yung big microwave..ay kotse mo pala..hehe.;) kasi baka wala ka na ngang karu sa susunod..hehe

I enjoyed working with you guys, I enjoyed doing this.;) parang ngayon ko palang narerealize that I am a Polsci major..naks!;) considering na Public ad yung subject ha?hehe..

alam ko, magiging classmates ulit tayo.. anliit lang ng dept no?;) tsaka pare pareho pa tayong 2nd yar eh..diba alain?hehe.;) hmm.. si gilbert pala, eh para narin yang polsci majot eh! siguro may crush yan sa dept??? hmmm.. ichecheck ko yan!;)

It was a really long night for all of us.. natapos kami mga 1pm na.. kanina..
pero ayos lang.. keri paren.;)

pahiram muna grai.. "polsci rocks!!".;)

for no apparent reason

2005-02-16T06:43:00.000-08:00

I am depressed. I don't know why but I am. This is one of those very few precious moments in my life that I allow myself to feel sad. Honestly, I think I know why (syempre naman..), I just don't want to admit it. Nagtataka ko, bakit pag malungkot ka, lahat ng bagay kahit hindi naman talaga ganung nakaka depress naiisip mo? eh alam mo naman na pag inisip mo yung mga bagay na yun eh mas malulungkot ka lang? o kaya, yung mga bagay na malungkot na nangyari in the past? you know that you're over those things.. but they come back.. they just do. haay, napapaisip tuloy ako.. am i abnormal or what? there are times kasi when I actually.. like being depressed. Nagiging madrama tuloy ako..hehe. Haay, what a way to start a blog diba? well, this is my blog kaya kebs lang!;)

*DIRTY DANCING*
Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw, of what I did,of who I am. And most of all, I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I'm with you.

*NEVER BEEN KISSED*
That thing, that moment, when you kiss someone and everything around becomes hazy and the only thing in focus is you and this person. Then you realize that person is the only person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life. And for one moment you get this amazing gift and you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that that it will go away all at the same time.

*CITY OF ANGELS*
I would rather have had One breath of her hair, One kiss from her mouth, One touch of her hand, Than an eternity without it..."

hehehe.. one of the dangers of depression is when one realizes that she is a hopeless romantic.

yeah i know.. pathetic..;)

this is the nth time..

2005-02-15T23:18:00.000-08:00

i actually had a blog before.. but i was so busy i forgot everything about it. I can't even remember my password!! so here goes my nth blog.. i hope i could keep this going. well, it's not that i have soo many things to say.. uhh.. actually, i do.. pero i think it's really nice to have this thing.. para pag nagsasawa na mga kaibigan ko sa mga pangungulit ko at kadramahan ng buhay eh meron pa rin nito.. anyway, ayusin ko muna sya.. after ng exams.. sana lang hindi ko na makalimutan yung password ko!hehe jungaers eh.. sowee!;)